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Not much of an update except for the fact that it's now been 12 days and I've still not let myself come. But the past 2 days at work have been not good and my mind has definitely been elsewhere. I have barely teased myself *at all* these past 2 days. Which is sad but at the same time, while I still feel somewhat aroused, I just don't care. Hopefully, my moodiness is just attributed to the whole "kind of sort of on my period but not really sure" PMS like moods.

I'm thinking that if it's still being weird by Thursday, I'm going to just end this period of denial and see if that makes a difference. Because this is just getting annoying.

A fantasy I've had brewing for a while involves some extremely competitive girls on a summer camp by a lake out in the wilderness.

Yes, more lesbians. I can't help it. :D

There's the stereotypical "rich bitch", and the hard working poor girl. Both of them are determined to win the big swimming contest on the lake at the end of the summer camp. But the poor girl has a secret training regimen...

She's discovered that keeping herself in a sexually frustrated state gives her incredible physical power and stamina, which will give her a huge advantage in the water.

Of course, in a room full of horny young girls, there's going to be plenty of masturbation going on every night. But when her roommates discover the reason for her particularly agonised moaning and groaning, they're all too eager to help, driving her into a frenzy and keeping her there.

She had me wear the ben-wah type balls i have to class the other day, theyre connected and covered in silicone, about 1 inch in diameter. i could feel them jiggling and moving all day, especially up and down the stairs. i could feel them when i squeezed slightly as i sat there in class. nothing like wearing a toy out in public to be reminded that youre Someones owned slut.

im still on restriction. it hasnt been really hard until tonight. tonight i am a squirming, wet, horny, needy little slut. i called her again at work. i asked her earlier before she left a few times if i could get a reprieve from restriction and she didnt answer. so i called and she answered the phone. she made me tell her why i was horny. then she said again to bring myself to orgasm five times before she gets home in three hours. im still not allowed to cum. i did it once already just with my fingers. the minute i touched my cunt i could feel how wet i am. my clit is so hard. my cunt is just aching to cum. As i touch myself i say outloud that this cunt is Hers, that im not allowed to cum, that she owns it and only she can allow it. Although its frustrating, at the same time i know i need it. i need to be controlled. i need her to own my cunt like this. And i think She knows that too.