cybersex

5/13/2012:

During my first session, Sir agreed that I could post my reflections as blog entries so the tone of these have shifted from letters to him to more of a blog entry format. I've kept up with showing writing down when I started each entry though, so you can get a feel for timing.

5/12/2012
1:43pm:

I started my first experiment in orgasm denial with a partner (Sir) three days ago and I've wanted to share some of my thoughts about the experience. Before this, the longest I'd been able to make it was three days on my own. At this point, I'm on my fourth full day of denial. I'd started some edging and denial a day before we decided to start playing. I'd considered giving myself an orgasm before our period of denial, but I wanted to hold off and start the denial already in need, so I held off.

Two things for you today Tantalism:

A) I found this lovely video! If anyone finds part 1 (or 3) let me know!
http://fapdu.com/girl-tease-2

B) I mentioned this tumblr I found a while back that was kinky and queer but fooling around with T&D but now ze appears to have gone all the way doing self teasing and self denial with dice. Ze's been denied 7 days so far and has to go another 5 before having a CHANCE to cum again...

http://queerroux.tumblr.com/

If you click the Teasing and Orgasm Control link at the top you'll just get the posts related to that.

I posted an entry a while back. I'm still totally unfamiliar with the site, so please forgive any newbishness or obvious mistakes. ahem. ;-;

So in the time I've been absent, I've procured myself a Domme.

Yesterday, I was baking cookies. I have a phobia of heat, open flame, stoves, ovens, hot metal, etc. I have no idea where it comes from, but it's there. So, when I accidentally put my finger on the oven rack in the process of taking the baked cookies out, I froze for a second, and now I have a lovely little blistered burn on my right middle finger.

I would like a Master to tease my pussy and not allow me to cum. I want you to get pleasure from my pussy ache. I always keep my cunt shaved.

***QUICK SUMMARY: Young woman is held in captivity and put through a rigorous program at a medical facility, to prepare her to be delivered as an interactive piece of "living art" to her new owner.***

Just a lil idea that popped into my head...not sure how far I'm gonna go with it...but anywho, enjoy this little trip into the deranged depths of my mind haha
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