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It's been a week since my only orgasm this year. My need level has built up faster than it usually does, and that is despite being sick this week! I haven't had a lot of serious teasing. In fact, I've only been "edged" once and that was Sunday, the day after my orgasm.

But last night while we were watching a movie, he started "nearly" playing with me. For about an hour and a half he toyed with my pussy, but only touched my clit about 4 times! And the touches were so brief, they only added to the growing momentum and frustration.

He started by stroking my legs and pushing them open in his lap. (I was lying perpendicular to him on the sofa.)

Hello again, it's now the 6th of feb and i've a little catching up to do so i'll continue where i left off.....
After reading my birthday card from my Master, we ate and as soon as we'd finished Master decided not to waste any time and he started teasing me straight away. He led me to the middle of the lounge floor and put me on my knees. Master went and fetched the new wrist and ankle cuffs he had brought for me and put them on....they look amazing! He then put me on all fours and pushed a finger into me. I was so wet and it didn't take much for Master to push his entire fist into me. After a while Master decided to take me to the bedroom where he continued to tease me for hours before fisting me once more. It wasn't long before i was begging for an orgasm and straight away Master granted me my first orgasm of my birthday.....after almost a month without an orgasm, it was amazing.

Ok, where do i start....? I guess i should start with New Year! I went to stay with my master over New Year but was aware that i would not be allowed an orgasm until my birthday which happened to be one month later on the first of february. At around 11:30 on New Year's Eve, master decided to have a little play and perform the nicest oral i have ever experienced....naturally, i grew closer and closer to the edge and knew that the only way i would get my release would be to bargain with him. So, i asked master if in return for an orgasm, would he be happy with me waiting a six months, once my birthday had passed, until my next orgasm....master seemed happy with this and at 11:57 he allowed me to cum! It was fantastic and definately the best possible way to end my 2006.

Well, I checked off everything that we did that day, though I am sure that some of it will slip my mind. Hopefully you can all enjoy this.

I have always been interested in different aspects of sex, and t/d has been the one thing I've explored that has stuck with me. I've been at a crossroads of what I might enjoy more, being the one teasing, or being the one teased. I've adopted myself into the tantric teachings of sex, so teasing myself was easy enough with whomever I was with, but I still wanted to have some fun with someone who wanted to be submissive to my whims.

Along comes this wonderful girl I met through a dating site. She is openly submissive, and our introduction chats often ended up on the topics of sexuality. This was the first girl I've been with that I was openly forward about my inclinations towards t/d. She offered to be my first victim. We scheduled a play date a week in advance, and laid out our ground rules and safeword.

G and I are back from vacation. It was a great time to just get away from normal daily concerns and be together. It was also for me days of intense sexual arousal without release. I was on a strict no touch rule. Also no touching by G below the waist. But lots of nipple teasing; slow gentle stroking and squeezing and kissing that drove me completely nuts. G was in great form, much enjoying my plight, and having almost daily orgasms. I mostly enjoyed it, but there were a couple instances of yelling and tears when the frustration just got too much for me. But I recovered quickly.

The last night was my scheduled orgasm, but G decided to postpone it to the next morning, just before we left for home. I was worried that it might not go well. I would be too stressed or nervous, or my body would forget how to respond, or it would be a dud. I had six weeks of waiting riding on this one orgasm.

First off I am sorry for the time I have taken to post this second part. It was honestly almost finished when I posted part one but too many hard days at work and sleepless nights mean that I didnt polish it till recently. Dammit only have time to have sex once a week at the moment, so thats saying something!

Secondly I posted this as a blog entry because I want to keep my writings together. I hope nobody minds.

Finally I will stop waffling and tell you the news. This story has two versions, the sweet innocent version for those of you that dont like it too 'hard', and the badass version. I like both fantasies, but would only want to live the softer one!

My last orgasm was not long after Thanksgiving so I was starting to feel a bit overdue. I was also getting a bit worried, though, because G and I are planning a vacation in early January and she usually prefers to keep my chaste for a while before our vacations. So I asked her what she planned, and told her that I was really hoping for another orgasm before the end of the year. She said no, and that my next orgasm would be on the last night of our vacation.

Well I was quite disappointed and a bit upset. This is unusual for her to make me wait that long. I guess I shouldn't have allowed myself to get my hopes up the way I did.