discipline

Ever since I was old enough to run, I have accepted control over any that allowed it. I am most comfortable when I am in control and it seems I now generate a feeling of competance to most people.

I have enjoyed both real time key holding, and online tease & denial. I seem to do quite well in both areas.

Will add more when I can.

5/13/2012:

During my first session, Sir agreed that I could post my reflections as blog entries so the tone of these have shifted from letters to him to more of a blog entry format. I've kept up with showing writing down when I started each entry though, so you can get a feel for timing.

5/12/2012
1:43pm:

Ok so anyway this is rather off topic, but I am looking for an expirenced Dom to help me with training and dicipline. This would be like over the phone through texts and then talking then maybe more. I need help in general with my life. I work and go to school full time and I do not have a stern dom to keep me in line. I get so upset with myself. I really like to be told what to do and when to do it. I have anxiety and unsure of my own decisions often. If anyone might be interested in helping me that would be great. I have a beautiful body and face.

hi everyone.

i haven't posted in a while, but i'm happy to announce that i've just e-published a tantalism novel, under the name of birch hale, which i will be switching my tantalism handle to. the novel's main focus is on female denial, but it's a vertiable cornucopia of fetish play as well. some of you may have read excerpts from a previous story i wrote on this site and i hope you will check out my new novel - here is the synopsis and link to the book. if you do read it, i would greatly appreciate comments at birchhale at gmail.com

synopsis

I thought you might enjoy an update on my ongoing game with O. After she gave me a little too much backtalk, I punished her by taking control of her hands as well as her vibrator; she wailed about that, but after a weekend of no-touch, she actually found it easier to not masturbate at all than to masturbate without climax. Naturally, I couldn't have that, so her hands are allowable again. Orgasm is not.