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The G-spot vibrator was used on me again last night.

It was a long session with new frustration built in. He apparently discovered that just massaging my g-spot area (hard to actually pinpoint "THE" spot on me) caused intense arousal and made my clit (external/visible) scream to be touched.

But he didn't touch it....

... for a while anyway.

Then he gave it 2-3 tiny flicks. I nearly came.

Then nothing again... except the buzzing inside on the back side of my clit (g-spot?)...

Then an almost imperceptible tiny flick/touch to my clit outside. The sensation was nearly shattering.

Ok..it's 13 days today. I'm home from school at parents house for the weekend. I do my teasing everyday.....some slow stroking or petting...sometimes a gentle tap tap tap. Remember I did 44 days of this last fall and im trying to go till my birthday this time, which will be 77 days. Some days are still pretty easy, and im sure it has to do with how busy I am or what all is going on around me. But here it is 4:50 AM and I cant sleep at Mom and Dads house. I've been awake half the night, petting and teasing, imagining different things. It seems today will be one of those longer days to go without.

G and I are back from vacation. It was a great time to just get away from normal daily concerns and be together. It was also for me days of intense sexual arousal without release. I was on a strict no touch rule. Also no touching by G below the waist. But lots of nipple teasing; slow gentle stroking and squeezing and kissing that drove me completely nuts. G was in great form, much enjoying my plight, and having almost daily orgasms. I mostly enjoyed it, but there were a couple instances of yelling and tears when the frustration just got too much for me. But I recovered quickly.

The last night was my scheduled orgasm, but G decided to postpone it to the next morning, just before we left for home. I was worried that it might not go well. I would be too stressed or nervous, or my body would forget how to respond, or it would be a dud. I had six weeks of waiting riding on this one orgasm.

I really didn't know my last orgasm was to be my last orgasm for a while. I had become accustomed to having them fairly regularly lately, and with no teasing or delay... just straight to it. I was becoming a little bored and losing interest!

So my last orgasm was either the 29th or 30th.

On Saturday and Sunday evenings I was teased to the edge of orgasm and held there for quite a long time.

I have a new toy- a g-spot vibrator. This one is made of hard plastic. Most so-called G-spot vibes are jelly, and don't do anything for me because they are too flexible to be able to put any pressure on the spot. This one is great (image: http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/prodimages/200/2008.jpg ).

Today is day 9. Yesterday didnt seem as bad as previous days for some reason. I think it's because classes started and i was busy with all that. i did two teasings, one in the morning and one right before i fell asleep last night.

Hello all.

I feel that it is probally way past time that I make a post. I have been lurking on this site since the beginning and even before with the yahoo group. I posted and messaged on rare occasion in the past. I figured with the new year comes new changes and to try and be more active here. :)

The reason I never really posted is that I never had much to say. I'm a 27 y/o male Dom and I'm very much into teasing and orgasm denial. Unfortunally for me none of my partners have ever enjoyed that aspect of ds either so my experience with it in the r/l sence is limited. As such I doubt I could ever post anything useful. maybe a story now and again.

i'm trying to learn about this web site as i push myself to go without orgasm. i began my denial period with the new year. Last night i talked Mistress Andrea and susan and Rae(sorry if i spelled that wrong). i am fascinated with my own sexual denial and find it almost comforting to know i am not alone in this. i will continue to post when i can and i hope to meet many new friends

Just a quick update. It is only day 12 and I am already a total mess. Constantly wet and needy. I have not been allowed to touch myself since before Christmas. Last night Mistress Andrea, Mistress Jen and Kirstie worked me over all too well. I came so close to cumming I thought it was all going to end for sure. They must be careful not to go too far when I'm in this condition. It certainly wouldn't take much to push me over the edge.

Mistress Andrea has a new technique she uses on me now. Every night before we fall asleep we lay in our bed. The lights are off and nothing is stirring except for Andrea's fingers. She orders me to lay on my back with my arms at my side and my hands on each thigh. I must lay perfectly still and not say a word. She then fingers me ever so slowly. Tracing my outer lips with just her finger tips. Slowly, ever so slowly. Every once in a while she will insert her finger inside my pussy but only for a second.

As you may already know, my husband has sent me on a path of denial…and it is Day 2. I awoke this morning at 6:30 and decided that I was in the mood for a morning massage…a hot steamy massage in the shower. I figured it was a good way to start my work day as being as relaxed as possible. My husband just bought me a waterproofed vibrator so I thought I would give it a try. I figured it would be a good thing to put it in my morning routine…what a way to start my morning, huh? So anyway, I started the shower and put it on hot, as usual, and brushed my teeth while the water was heating up. After I brushed my teeth, I took off my panties and tank top that I wear to bed at night. I got my vibrator out of my dresser and got in the hot, steamy shower for my morning massage. After I stepped in the shower, I let the hot water run over my entire body to heat my skin up. I turned on the vibrator and got it wet to make sure it would be okay, even though it was waterproof I wanted to make sure before I touched any part of my body with it. So, after I turned it on and knew that it would be okay, I started to rub it on my clit to get me started and revved up…I think the previous evening’s events were still pent up because I jerked slightly when the vibrator hit my clit. I continued to rub my clit with the vibrator…but only for a few moments. I was curious about how the vibrator would feel inside of me because this one has a curved end. My other vibrators are straight and so I was interested to see how this one would feel inside of me. I put it in my hot, wet pussy very slowly as I was a little apprehensive at first. But once I had it in my pussy it was curved just right to fit. I moved it in and out very slowly and continued to do so for a few minutes to get the right groove going…then, I started to rub my tits as the hot water ran down the front of my body. I realized that this was a great way to wake up in the morning…as I continued to use the vibrator in my pussy, I wanted some clit action. So as I began to rub my clit and make it stand to attention, I could tell I was getting close to cumming already. You have to understand that I am not use to denial and when I want to cum, I cum. So, this is very difficult NOT to cum. As I got closer to cumming, I stopped what I was doing immediately because it was cumming on way to quickly and I didn’t know if I could stop it before it started. I decided to wash my hair at this point so I could take a couple of minutes to calm down a little. I turned off the vibrator and grabbed my shampoo and washed and conditioned my hair but didn’t rinse the conditioner out at this point as I thought I could get one more non-cumming masturbation session down before I rinsed the conditioner out of my hair. So, I turned on the vibrator again and started to fuck myself with the vibrator while rubbing my clit with my other hand…I’m not kidding when I say this…I barely started to masturbate when I realized that I almost started cumming…it freaked me out because I barely started and barely got stopped before my pussy was throbbing like a mother fucker. I knew I had been denied but this was crazy…Day 2 just started and I’m freaking horny as can be! Anyway, my second denial of the day was done. Now, I had one more to go. I stood there and tried to decide if I wanted to go through it one more time (to get my third denial in for the day-as dictated by my master) or wait until after work. I knew I potentially had plans after work and so I decided to go ahead and get the job done. After all, it’s not like it doesn’t feel good but it’s a total pleasure and pain thing. It feels really, really good up until you have to stop and then it total hits you at how much it sucks to have to stop. But I know I can do it so here goes….I turned on the vibrator again and put it on my clit and all I did was rub my clit with the vibrator ever so lightly and I felt this huge throbbing everywhere. I put the vibrator in my pussy and started rubbing my clit again with the other hand. I kept doing it over and over and over and over and BOOM…I had to stop. There was my third denial for the day. I did it!!! I turned the vibrator off, rinsed the conditioner out of my hair, washed my body with my favorite soap, rinsed and I was done with my morning shower. I couldn’t help but wonder how much more difficult this was going to be from doing this day after day…I guess I’ll find out.

My husband is out of town for a few days and he requested that I masturbate 3 times a day. Then, he wants me to write about my “sessions” in the forum. I am not allowed to cum at all until he gives me permission…how painful! So here goes…I came home from work tonight and as usual I jumped in the shower, ate supper and sat down to watch a little TV. It wasn’t long before I remembered that I had a task to complete or should I say 3 tasks to complete. Well, not complete but you get the idea. So, I got up and went to get my favorite vibrator out of my drawer. I went ahead and put just a teeny, tiny bit of lubricant on it so I could get started…after all I did have to reach my goal and it was getting late…anyhow, I got the vibrator, lubed it up, took my panties off and laid on the bed. I turned the vibrator on and the one that is my favorite has a really, really strong vibration…I can cum just by putting it on my clit and barely rubbing up and down over my clit…it’s that powerful!!! Anyway, back to the story…I started the vibrator and put it on my clit and by barely touching myself I started to feel the strong vibration…and it felt really, really GOOD…I continued to do this same motion for probably about 2-3 minutes and I quickly put the vibrator in my pussy to get the hard, strong vibration inside of me…it was feeling really good and I knew it wasn’t going to take long before I had to cum. I kept going in and out, in and out, in and out with the vibrator…with my other hand I started rubbing my clit ever so slightly because I really like my clit being rubbed. I continued doing this for a few moments and then took the vibrator out of my pussy and started rubbing my clit with it again, now, by this time, I’m really getting going and knowing that I am not allowed to cum! I still had 2 more times to go…I wondered if I could possibly do it without letting myself cum. I could tell I was getting close to cumming…I waited for it….and waited for it…and all of a sudden I had to stop!!! There it was!! I had to stop really quick before I came…but luckily I stopped in time. I turned off the vibrator and waited a couple of minutes to calm down a little and all I could feel was a huge throbbing in my pussy because I was so worked up…I slowly started the vibrator again and started doing the same thing again only this time I felt like I could cum when the vibrator first touched my clit…but I continued to rub my clit with the vibrator very lightly and slowly…then, I started fucking myself with the vibrator and it felt really, really good…I kept fucking myself with it for a couple of minutes and then started rubbing my clit with my other hand until I started getting really, really close to cumming again…I started slowing everything down to be careful not to cum by mistake. I started feeling that surge cum over me again…I was getting really close…I kept rubbing my clit and fucking myself with the hard vibrator until I couldn’t take it anymore and I had to stop. Again, I didn’t touch myself for probably about 5 minutes because my pussy was throbbing so much I didn’t know if I could continue…finally, I decided I was ready for round 3. Again, I started the vibrator and put it gently in my wet, wet pussy and move it in and out of my pussy and as I took it out I would rub it quickly on my clit and put it back in my pussy…I kept doing this really quickly so I was feeling the vibration in my wet pussy and on my clit…I just kept going in and out, in and out until it wasn’t long before I got close to cumming again…then unfortunately, I stopped for the third time. I turned my vibrator off, washed it, put it back in my drawer and went out to watch TV. I can’t wait until my husband gets back in town.