experience

You think I'd run away from the internet world of tease and denial? I thought I could too.

Sorry about the consistent absent-ness. I'm going to explain myself.

Back a couple of weeks ago, I played with someone over Yahoo messenger. It was downright amazing. He denied me so playfully, had me tossing and turning, eagerly going edge after edge. He humiliated me in the right way, not too much, and the only word that comes to mind is playfully, but I've used the adjective three times already. Blahh.

I've practiced self denial for a few years now, and some time I had an on-line Mistress. My time with her was mostly pleasurable, sometimes torturous, but always amazing. We got to know each other quite well, and we learned a lot about each other and each others' kinks. She developed a way to handle me that was nothing short of phenomenal, and even made my denial record of 100 days happen. Unfortunately, a few months back our ways parted. Nothing dramatic, but both of our lives just got into the way. We still sometimes chat, but can't really keep up a longer play going on.

Sir said the game was called 10-3-1. The instructions were relatively simple. I was to edge as many times as possible in a ten minute period and then stop. I was to do this three times. After I would report how many edges I managed and if I hit a certain secret number that only he knew I would get one cum. Ten minutes. Three sessions. One cum.

It's been a long couple of days here for me, and teasing has been put on the back burner. Today was the first day I've even gotten the chance to touch myself since Sunday. What a relief.

So...I need ideas for teasing myself while on this period of denial. My Master has decided that I will be denied until June 2nd. I have been denied for about 27 days before, with the assignment of edging 20 times a day. I slowly got bored with the edging the last few days and I want to keep myself motivated. I am sure that I will have no problem not giving myself orgasms or receiving them, I just want to stay motivated when it comes to teasing/edging myself.

Please, any advice or any online teasing/mocking is allowed and encouraged.

Sorry about not being active, I had things needing to be tended to.

So, to begin this post I will once again talk about my experiences with a milovana webtease.

It was suggested that I do Nezhul's webtease, so I did. Some of the best teasing I've ever been dealt in my life.

To become depressed or down, when having edged so many times (20 a day) for almost a month?

I enjoy the exhilarating feeling I get when I am edging, the ache that lingers after i'm done thrashing and humping air on my bed when I reach that ledge, but find myself slipping into this down feeling that is accompanied by this intense sexual hunger?

Please, some input and or advice would be nice!

Hello, so as I start my 100 day denial period, I keep coming back to this tease on Milovana.

Basically, as the title of the tease infers, it contains heavy clit play. It gives you choices (pain or pleasure) and I haven't tried the pain yet... I can't get past the one of the first crossroads.

My Sir is away and assigned me the task of edging 20 times a day, then doing a daily journal. I also would update him via text message, excitedly (yes, I am a needy denial cunt for my Master) and we would talk about my experience. I am on 19th day of edging and being denied and I am flustered; irritable and loving every minute of it. I am sure Master is a bit annoyed at my insentient text messages about my throbbing cunt and flushed face. I have 8 more days to go until I can cum...or not. We will see what my Sir decides, it is up to him.