switch female

I've always been a bit weird about Doing This Stuff In Public. You know, the whole why-inflict-my- lifestyle-on-the-nice-normal-people thing. Last week after much talk, my GF and I decided to try something at a movie. My stipulations were that all clothes had to stay on and there could be no danger of us getting arrested. She came up with a solution; I cut a small hole on the inside of my front jeans pocket and ran the wire of a bullet vibe through the hole. The bullet went inside me and the jack plugged into a battery pack that fit into my pocket. Just a small one with three settings, not the pulsatron - the pulsatron's a wonderful thing but discreet it ain't.

HI,
Just want to introduce myself 20 year old female.I have been looking at this site and masturbating to the stories I've tried some of the web teases and i always cum.I have no control.I want to learn how to control my orgasms because no one else will..i always rub my clit to the point right before I'm going to cum and i end up having a ruined orgasm :( does any one have any advice on how the to know when it is too much...?hummm maybe i will need to do some more exploring.

I just added something from the sexual fantasies and guilt discussion on Jake's blog from, uh, August. Okay, I'm slow. Here's the node: http://tantalism.org/node/view/1769

I have never figured out what the different cards in the deck represent in the card game. I've mostly determined that diamonds involve the Pulsatron vibrator, the hearts are edges or near edges, and clubs are the Hitachi magic wand. Haven't a clue what spades are about. Seems to be different every time. The number cards seem to be about periods of time or numbers of certain things happening. Queens are orgasms of course.

The GF was right. After intense frustration and a sore forehead from banging it against the scale, the number finally went down. Not UNDER _00, mind you, just exactly THERE.

I went home and told her. She took me straight into the bedroom, threw me down and did me hard and fast. I think I came in under a minute. Very intense and sweet.

That was this morning. Tonight we're right back to the card game. ;) and no, I don't get my new toy yet - one more mark on the scale first.

pound their heads against the wall after getting on the scale, but probably not many of them do it with wet panties and a swollen clitoris. I just got back from the gym. The numbers on the scale have not budged--not even a little--and it'll be another week before I can get on the scale again. That means seven more days before I get a chance at some relief.

I showed my GF my food diary and program stuff and said, "Look, I'm being good, this isn't my fault, I think you should let me come anyway." She thought about it, seemed to be considering it and then said, "No, let's give it another week. If the numbers don't move by then, we'll see." She added that she's been trying all this time to find something that drives me so crazy that I'm actually willing to behave myself and (I think I already said this but) Follow my Fucking Program to avoid it. That thing is intense vaginal and G-spot stimulation with nothing touching the clitoris, except maybe some Liquid V or Ben-Gay. Heck, I could have told her that. Friday evening she actually got me to have a ruined orgasm or almostgasm that way. That was HORRIBLE. I had the contractions in my vagina--quite a few of them--but there was nothing else. No release, no sensation of intense pleasure, and afterward my clit was just as hard and swollen as it was before (more so maybe). She's getting some enthusiastic cunnilingus out of the deal so it's not like it's all work and no play or anything.

My GF still hasn't touched my clit or let me touch it. Last night she applied a few drops of Ben-Gay (stings like crazy for the first thirty seconds but after that it's nice) and then covered me with a suction cup. So my clit, which was begging to be touched, was lifted up and suspended and not touching ANYTHING. Oh, and there was also a small 4" vibrator that fit all the way inside - no risk that the end of it might accidentally brush the suction cup. I was practically in tears. This evening I've been wearing the same vibrator since I got home from work. I keep catching myself grinding my hips against -- nothing.

Yes, hi, not dead, just in long term lurk mode (Craving! Oh my GOD you are so hot!! More more more!!!) Anyway, for those of you who may not recall, I was on the T&D Diet. Thanks to that and a program I'm on (and the swimming sure doesn't hurt) I've lost 40 lbs since December 2006, can you give me hallelujah? I knew you could.

I still have a fair amount of weight to lose. I seem to have gotten stuck just above a rather significant number that has two zeroes in it. (In case anybody's worried that I might be anorexic or something, the first number is not a one. It's the drawing that makes me look skinny.) For about six weeks now I've been _04, _01, _03, then back down to _01. Last Sunday I was _02. It's not like I lack motivation, either. My GF bought me a treat, a Red Hot Rabbit, that we can use once the blessed day arrives.

Mm, hello. I've been lurking on tantalism for a little while now, and felt like de-lurking and posting something. I'm a bisexual female from Britain, and I'm technically the dominant in my relationship, my submissive being an erstwhile philosophy student of mine from the internet (living in America). I have, however, discovered a bit of a weakness for tease and denial, and thus persuaded my submissive to switch roles with me. We've been playing a bastardised version of that blasted card game, which will make every hand of poker I play henceforth feel dirty. I've been on denial for a week now, which is terribly frustrating at times but on the whole doable. It's a fascinating exercise, however, and excellent fun. I confess I got the vast majority of my inspiration and motivation from reading the backposts on this site, an oddly addictive exercise.