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Well, I sorta talked butrfly into taking on Domme for a Day today after she suggested that I should edge before going in to work today... Which I couldn't do unless someone stepped up and instructed me!

Since she took on that role, that meant she had me for the whole day, so she posted a tease where I had to stroke 10 times in 40 seconds, rest for 20, then repeat for 20 minutes, with 5 strokes added each time.

Unfortunately, it didn't quite work out as hoped... the hope was that I would be hitting the edge and have to stop lots of times, but I didn't actually hit the edge at all... I think the problem was that I was spending so much effort on timing that I didn't think enough sexy thoughts. It sure was nice to be able to tease though, instead of being stuck no-touch!

Well, despite having a wonderful orgasm just a scant few hours ago, I'm horny again. So, I'm accepting submissions for Dom(me)-for-a-Day for tomorrow. Just reply to this post with a tease, however simple or complex, and I'll do it (within reason) tomorrow. Remember, if nobody gives me permission to do anything, it's no-touch for the day!

Well, I was originally planning to do this tonight, but I woke up early, and was so eager to touch myself that I decided to go ahead and start the tease, even if it meant depriving myself of a couple hours of sleep!

So, the tease was basically, to edge (but not cum, natch) in less than 12 minutes. Then again in less than 11 minutes, and keep decreasing it by one minute each time until I got down to 2.

I went into this knowing it was going to be intense. The clock would be running against me all the time, and it would be the difference between no-touch and a chance to cum. I went as far as to use a computer program as a timer, that didn't show me the amount of time left, so I would always be guessing.

One more day and I get to touch again!

This week has been pretty intense. My horniness has been building all week (finally!), and the arousal has felt wonderful. I'm not at the point of being aroused constantly, but I'm getting it a lot more than I used to (which was, hardly at all!)

It happens most often at night and in the morning, when I'm in bed and my mind can wander... I swear, my mind is occupied by nothing but sex, and I end up aroused all night long until I finally fall asleep. And then, when I wake up, it starts all over again. I've been getting serious morning wood all week!

It's now been 5 days since I last touched myself. And honestly... it's been lovely! I've been getting aroused more than I ever have before, including spending most of last night, and it feels wonderful!

It's also been very frustrating at times. My cock screams to be touched, but I've been a good boy, and haven't given in to the temptation. I have however been tormenting myself with sexy thoughts at every opportunity, and I've had a picture of my favorite AbbyWinters girl on my desktop (*drool*) for the last week. (Which itself has spawned many sexy thoughts... Oh, I'd love nothing more than to stick my face between her legs... mmmmmmmm...) I haven't had any raging hardons, but I've been very... tingly. It's exactly the sort of sensation I've been trying to cultivate.

It's now 3 days into my full week of no-touch.

So far it hasn't been very difficult. The need (heh) comes and goes. There's been a few mornings where I've been on the verge of humping the mattress, and talking about denial and looking at porn gets me going, sometimes to the point of me going "Maybe this wasn't such a good idea!"

But overall, I'm holding up pretty well.

Though I'm sure, by Saturday, I'll be glad when I'm able to touch again!

Well, as promised, today begins a week of no-touch. It sounds like a daunting endeavor, but my libido is so low that I spent 3 days this week basically on no-touch, just because I wasn't interested. Hopefully after a week I'll be begging for the slightest touch!

The orgasms this week have been good. The first one after denial was a much-needed release after so long. But the second one... That was a writhing, thrashing, moaning good one! The rest... well, they weren't significantly better for having been in denial... but I think I enjoyed them more for it. I'd almost forgotten how good it fe

I would like to thank all of you that participated. Thank you for voting Yes, and just as importantly, thank you for voting No! Especially thank you to college_experiment for your 'No' vote this week, and for the thought you obviously put into it. I really do appreciate that. And I like how you teased me by introducing it as a 'reward' ;) Because, really, you were right. I did want to get even more desperate.

Sadly, I've shown no sign of getting any more horny, no matter how long I go, and I have the suspicion that going an extra week wouldn't have helped. So it's just as well that I finally got that orgasm. I'm glad it happened this way. Not that it was getting difficult... just that it was starting to get boring.

Today has been a typical day. Wake up early, play with myself, drive myself crazy, fall asleep. Repeat. The desire to cum is as strong as ever, and it would feel really nice right about now...

I still haven't experienced any noticeable horniness during the day. Most of the time my thoughts are occupied by my job. Not that my job requires a lot of brainpower to do. It's just that my brain is overwhelmed by "I WANT TO STRANGLE ALL THESE IDIOTS AROUND ME" thoughts. Not an environment condusive to sexy thoughts.

I have been thinking a lot about my latest game. Fantasizing about what it would be like to play. (Fantasies which might become reality all too soon!)... Imagine, it's your turn. You have to bring yourself to the brink of orgasm and then stop, and if the timer goes off while it's your turn, you don't get to cum! How exciting it must be to be bringing yourself to the edge, all the while not knowing when the bell will ring... edging for your life, almost! And each time around, the stakes get even higher... A day of denial... two days... a week... do you keep pushing forward, bringing yourself to the edge as fast as you can so somebody else can lose... or do you cut your losses and take your time, intentionally losing and resigning yourself to your fate? The faster you go, the faster the stakes rise. But it's the only way to earn your chance to cum!

It has now been 3 full weeks since my last real orgasm. In a sense, this is a record-typing milestone for me. The only time I went this long was when I was taking 60mg of Paxil, and couldn't cum no matter how hard I tried.

I'm still not really very horny. Not during most of the day anyway. When I'm edging I sure want that orgasm, dammit! But the rest of the day I'm not aroused at all.

I'm starting to wonder if a full week of no-touch might not be a bad idea after all. For quite some time now I've suspected that I've been wanking with too much pressure (and not getting laid enough :P) that I've become desensitized. Well, leaving it alone for a while might improve that. And before too long I'll be absolutely dying to touch. And then when I start again, only slow, gentle strokes. It will probably drive me up the wall, but it might give me that heightened arousal I've been waiting so long for, as well as increase my sensitivity.