water play

I have been reading this site for well over 3 years. Orgasm denial and orgasm control have always captivated me. But I have no willpower to edge and pull my hand away. I always orgasm. Why not, it feels good.
I have tried going a series of days and had a few games I would play. I enjoyed the ache that would show up after a few days. The orgasm was never that great after a week. So I stopped doing it.

I have added a new blog entry about a particularly heavy and long scene Slut and I did. I have included several pictures including a new one of Slut's healing brand. The rest are of her rather extensive bruises. It ended with some sex that she found rather frustrating.

http://sirandslut.blogspot.com/2008/09/endurance-beating.html

I have been asked to share more about Eve's turn-ons, interests, etc., so I figured I would put it in a new entry, instead of making a massive reply. Eve is into pain, humiliation, OD, and teasing with O. I tried to select all the things see is okay with in the Sexual Activities/Sexual Toys section above this post, but I'll talk about it a little here.

Eve is excited by private and pseudo public humiliation. To clarify, private would be something she does only in front of me, such as eating food with my cum on it. Pseudo public might be something that she has to do in public, but no one could possibly notice, such as wearing a butt plug at work. True public humiliation, such as masturbating in public, also excites her, but she is also very afraid/ashamed of it, so I use it only as a punishment.

I love to watch women teased in public, whether they are with someone or alone. I particularly favor women who masturbate with their legs, but don't reach climax. Instead, they sit "on the edge" on a train, a bus, in class, or in a library. My ultimate fantasy is to notice a woman "in need of stimulation." Then she crosses her legs, rocks back and forth, and gets more and more excited by the minute. I approach her and say "come like that,without using your hands." She smiles and begins to grind her hips to increase the stimulation. Suddenly, she begins to pant. Then I open her legs, and say "not yet." She stops, looks at me, and says "but why? I'm so close!" I reply "because you are my fantasy and you may not come until I tell you so." Now, she's fidgeting, on the edge of her chair, juices dripping through her panties, but still awaiting my command. "Now, clench your cunt muscles and stimulate your clit without using your hands." She obeys, and finds the difference a great turn-on. She creams more, and then asks, "May I come now?!?" "Not yet" I respond, then kiss her softly along her neck. She shivers with unfulfilled need. My tongue moves to her breasts, and softly teases each nipple until they are fully erect. Meanwhile, her lower body is in spasm--she squeezes her thighs together to increase the sensation, but I pull her knees apart to prolong her agony. Now, other people are starting to notice us as we do the teasing dance. One woman stares at us both, then starts to fondle her nipples through her silk blouse. In seconds, both nipples rise hard and high. She's wearing a business skirt, and wiggles her bottom as she gets more excited watching us.

I just found this wonderful site last week, and have been reading many, many blogs and discussions in it. I am very much interested into chastity play and orgasm denial. Every month or two month, I would self-impose a several days or longer chastity time. The longest have been about two weeks, when I was waiting for my Man while he was on vacation. If not controlled, I really have a huge sexual appetite and for average orgasm 2 or 3 times a day, and 10 or 20 times if I happen to have found some good readings, such us those on this site!

Last Wednesday morning, my Man and I decided that since we cannot see each other very often anymore, maybe once a week to once several weeks, I should suffer that consequence and therefore should not play with myself while he is not around. The agreed time frame is one month for now. We do not know when we can see each other (and actually do something) again, and he is saying that even if we make love during that time, he may not significantly touch me, or may tease me and not allow true satisfactions for me. So I guess I will really be going for an entire month without orgasm. I am a bit scared, have never been able to hold that long before.