Masturbation

I am writing female denial stories that can be found at the Book of Allison link. I am also currently in denial with an online Dom and currently denying an online sub. If you go to the blog, you can read the stories I have been working on and also see some video footage of my own personal denial.

Best to you all,

Allison

For those of you unfamiliar with IF, interactive fiction is a text-based game where you, the player, can directly influence the story through your actions (examining objects, speaking to NPCs, solving puzzles, etc). AIF, or adult interactive fiction, is exactly what it sounds like: IF that's intended for a more mature audience. I use an application called Gargoyle to play my games, but if you'd like to see some other options or just read up on IF in general, be sure to check out the Interactive Fiction Database: http://ifdb.tads.org/

In Moist, you play the male protagonist who has wandered away from a nudist colony while on vacation. You stumble upon a castle and before you may leave, you must seduce three servants (and bring them each to orgasm at least once) before then bedding the Queen. It's not a very difficult game (the women are pretty easy!) but much better than many of the other adult games I've tried. There's a walkthrough available for download at the link provided if you really get stumped.

The beginnings of a blog about the exploration of Allison's sexuality. The current story revolves around Michael denying Allison orgasms, punishing her for accidental orgasms, and breaking her in with toilet training. Feel free to click, follow, suggest, and comment.

It is again 6 days since I last had an orgasm and I am still waiting for my body to be so ready to cum that I do it without touching my genitalia. It seems that my earlier success was largely due to the onset of my menstrual cycle which gets my hormones really raging. Now I don't seem to have that same edge, so the orgasms have not been mine to have.

Sometimes I feel so incredibly horny and I try to let the orgasm come, but then the impossibility of it happening becomes so apparent I have to just give up and go without. It is interesting, not knowing when I will be able to come again. I really don't want to come any other way, knowing it is possible without touching my pussy, and not wanting to let go of all the sexual tension I have gained.

I have achieved hands-free orgasm! After five days of stimulation without an orgasm, the past few being with intense horniness, I was able to orgasm without touching my clit or vagina. I should probably add that I have been heavily stimulating my breasts and nipples as of the 16th of this month and that alone has kept me in a constantly aroused state, even without denying myself orgasms.
Last night, I had been stimulating my breasts and nipples and had rubbed my clit close to orgasm, but not there. Feeling incredibly horny I laid down and tried willing myself into having an orgasm. My body seemed to have a mind of its own, becoming rather rigid. My clit felt not unlike a tiny penis that I was pushing forward as if to fuck something. My hands were straight down on my upper thighs, not touching my crotch at all. I even adjusted my clothing to be sure that it was not providing my genitals with any stimulation.

Lots of drama in my slut's real life recently, between her and her SO -- some of it pertaining to me, and some about other things. It isn't my place to say more, but the immediate fallout is that her trip to visit me at the beginning of June will not go off as planned. Reality bites sometimes.

On the plus side, he will no longer be fucking her. The only orgasms she has will be the few that I permit her. It has now been over 2 weeks since her last climax. She begged me for one yesterday, while edging. She is obviously out of practice, as she had to immediately climb off the Hitachi when I said that no, she could not come. We have plans to play on Thursday. I am thinking I will let her come then. Maybe.

Consider visiting the tantalism chatroom. I check in pretty often (between about 5pm and midnight Greenwich time, sometimes later), wondering if I'll encounter a like-minded teaser. You never know- we might hit it off.

To save time:
I don't identify as submissive, and power exchange isn't what I like about OD. I'm in it for the physical sensation of wanting an orgasm, which I find easier and more fun to sustain with the guidance/instructions/encouragement/help of a playmate. If submissiveness is what floats your boat then I might not be a fun partner for you.

My dom gave me leave to have orgasm but only before cam. As I am also to loose some weight, last time I was inspirated by titizer program to do it as follows:
The Hitachi hang again from the ceiling an I started with 3 pushups (Liegestütze?) then lying on the back to contact the vib by and raising my hips, counting to 30. It barely was enough to get aroused and the vib slipped several times. How nicely teasing. Kneeling now followed 3 rides on a dildo never touching my crucial clit and again -4- pushups. counting to 40, 4 rides, 5 pushups. I came by 70 and would have killed someone if I hadn't.

Sometimes, the need to edge is overwhelming.

Master has often commented that edging is a NEED for me. Many people do not like getting extremely aroused and then not allowing the fulfillment that comes with orgasm. But throughout my training, i suppose i've developed a taste for it. Being on that edge, highly aroused to the point of pain is where i feel alive. Its where i thrive. It is the ultimate in service to my Master, being there, so close, but waiting, just waiting for his command to come. Sometimes that command doesnt come, sometimes it does.

Either way, i am His, for his use, his pleasure and not my own.

Greeting,
This is my first post around here.

I have made this software to help all the girls on the famous "Clit Massage" on femaleorgasmdenial.blogspot.com

From the Site:
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The Clit Massage Tease
- There is no chance to orgasm
- Duration: 20 minutes
- solo or with partner
- sex toys needed: arousal gel

This teasing procedure can be used in many situations. It is the perfect start of a teasing session, but it can also be used as an everyday routine to perform in the morning before getting up or in the evening before going to sleep. No matter when and where it is used, you can be sure to end up dripping wet and horny as hell.