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today was the first time i have ever gone outside my marriage. i have been trying to deny who i truly am for the past 13 years, and i just couldn't take it anymore. i met Sir Wednesday morning online and instantly fell under his spell. my vanilla went to breakfast this morning (Thurs) and i called Sir on the phone as instructed. within a half hour, i was getting dressed to go meet him. i walked in the door as instructed and dropped to my knees. i knew that when i walked in the house, i would end up doing more than just "meeting Him", but i didn't turn around and leave. as He walked around me and lifted my skirt, my heart fluttered and my cunt got wetter. He just stared at my ass, i have never felt so vulnerable yet so incredibly aroused.

Hi everybody!
Finally my account is active. But at the moment I am not - work. Nevertheless thanks to the admin! Normal life always is more important.

My dom and I play a lot with teasing, mostly the nipples. Just imagine: I'm not angry with him to get an orgasm almost every time at the end. After some hours of teasing you wouldn't grudge it or would you?

Recently I gave him the power to decide over my arousal also when he is absent. From today until Sunday I have one "free", any other orgasm wanted has to be "publicy" by cam.
More later. Have fun people!
camsub66

It's been a long, long time since I've posted here. I've wanted to post several times, but I've been afraid, because I have a confession to make.

Most of what I've posted here hasn't been true.

I began posting here because someone I was playing with online encouraged me to post my fantasies as if they were real. We didn't mean any harm -- it was just supposed to be a way for me to explore my fantasies a little more, and to be a bit more open. But as I posted more and more, you were all so supportive and wonderful, and I began to feel guilty about not telling the truth.

I didn't want to post anything untrue anymore, but I also didn't know how to tell you that what I had posted previously was fake, so I basically stopped posting altogether.

I have a fantasy, that's a bit shameful to me. It also has very little to do with teasing or denial, so it's not really on topic for this group. I'm reasonably active online but not crazily so, and this just seems like the right place to post it. I guess I post most of my fantasy stuff here. Can I help it if most of my fantasies are of T&D?

My master has no desire to switch D/s roles, and neither do I, but sometimes he likes me to tease him a bit, which is sort of sensation play but also, there's an element of loss of control that makes it fun. Being pushed a little past where you just want to say, OK, I think I'll have my orgasm now. So there's a slight bit of power stuff there, although I think of it more as a service. But then, my master also likes to feel the sensation of our implements sometimes, and he'll have me demo them on him. I pretty much suck at it. So this started off as a fantasy of finding a local bottom or experienced switch and practicing on him. Learning how to throw the flogger, or use the cane. Whatever. But then, I started to imagine having, not a bottom but really a sub. And I started thinking all these switchy thoughts. About Domming some guy. This bothers me for two reasons. First, the kind of Domme I imagine being is not the kind I'd personally like to have. My fantasies aren't really relational. I have my relationship. They're mostly just mean. Or let's say stern. The second reason is, I think my master really is not very attracted to switches. I don't think I am very Dommey at all, but whereas I feel OK to share almost all of my fantasies with him, saying I want to verbally abuse and humiliate some random guy seems a bit edgy.

This is not like any normal post here. Normally I would be here for fun, for new ideas, and for arousal. Tonight I find myself in a really strange mood. I have had a few too many drinks. I just might end up regretting posting this. But at the moment I have an overwhelming urge to express myself.

A few weeks ago yet another relationship ended and once again I heard for just one time too many that I was some sort of weird unnatural freak because I was constantly interested in sex, and always ready for it. For some reason this particular time it weighed heavily on me. I decided to check with my doctor just in case there was something to this.

I've been blocked for a while (from this site). Just testing again in the hope of contributing something tantalicious for all you readers out there.
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I just have a few spare minutes so I thought I’d drop in here to say that although recent times have been difficult for me, I have still somehow found several wonderful new people and managed to have some amazing sex including some denial but I now feel caught on something of a moral or ethical dilemma. I think I need a bit of time but when I get my head around the implications of what I have done, I expect I will write about it here in some detail.

A recent family catastrophy has left me quite shaken up, and very fragile. I have not been here for nearly two weeks, and probably will not be here all that regularly for a while.

Its not that I have given up interest, just that now is not a good time for me.

Sadly, this is not an announcement, I'm currently single and unattached. Just a fun thing to think about. No real denial content, just an interesting fantasy that struck me this week. Perhaps my fellow pervs will enjoy reading it anyway. ^_^

There is nothing more beautiful than a bride in white lingerie. Many of our favorite customers were married while wearing just that - sexy white lingerie - and nothing more.

-- Wicked Temptations

I stumbled upon this site recently. It's a store for really sexy, risque lingerie, and the above quote caught my eye. Getting married with the bride in nothing but sexy lingerie? Now that's a fun wedding. All the bridesmaids similarly attired? Even better!

i've been lurking around here for a while, but i wanted to see if anyone on this site was in SF. It'd be nice to chat with a group in person in a casual envoronment.

Also on a similar note, how in the world do you ever find someone who is also into female denial in person? Not something you can ask and it doesn't seem to be a mainstream fetish.