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The Book of Allison

Sat, 17 Jul 2010 00:41:23 -0700

I am writing female denial stories that can be found at the Book of Allison link. I am also currently in denial with an online Dom and currently denying an online sub. If you go to the blog, you can read the stories I have been working on and also see some video footage of my own personal denial.

Best to you all,

Allison

Denial

Sun, 06 Jun 2010 09:25:35 -0700

I've just had the most fantastic week with Sir. On Friday he had me kneel on the bed, with the clover clamps on my nipples and the leash clipped to my collar for about half an hour, before coming into the room behind me, sliding his cock into my ass and using me till my face was pressed up against the headboard with me gasping and moaning, my whole body in a sweat, his face next to mine as he hunched over me, swapping holes till he quickly pulled the clamps off me, causing me to sob in pain as he came in my pussy.

On Saturday he had me repeat the order, on my hands and knees with the leash and clover clamps on, and the chain wrapped round the headboard of the bed. After half an hour or so, he came back in the room, caned me, then rubbed the ball of the anal hook over my ass before easing it up to the hole and forcing it in. I was sore and tight from the day before and I saw stars as it stretched me open and slipped inside me, his hand pushing it all the way in before unclipping the leash from the collar and fastening it to the ring on the end of the hook, pulling it firmly into my ass. He then pushed my head down, raised my hips and forced his cock into my pussy, which was tight and curved from the ball of the hook pressing in from my ass. I've never had sex so painful in my life - the clamps were agonising, and the hook was digging into me. He fucked me hard, pulling my hair, rubbing the clamps with his fingers, asking me who I belonged to and ordering me to cum for him. I managed to cum a couple of times, but I was sobbing and gasping in fear and pain. When he came in me, I could feel his cock thudding from his hard orgasm. I cried like a baby when he went to take the clamps off, sobbing 'I'm scared'. For once, he eased them off gently, soothing me and telling me it was alright, and then afterwards I collapsed on the bed and he eased the hook out of my ass. I've never felt so submissive or been used so hard, I felt completely exhausted afterwards and lay down and spaced out on the bed for a bit, with a momentous sense of peace and acceptance flowing through me at having been used and hurt by my Owner.

A New Adventure Begins

Thu, 03 Jun 2010 23:10:09 -0700

The beginnings of a blog about the exploration of Allison's sexuality. The current story revolves around Michael denying Allison orgasms, punishing her for accidental orgasms, and breaking her in with toilet training. Feel free to click, follow, suggest, and comment.

The Red Swimsuit

Mon, 31 May 2010 05:12:31 -0700

Sir keeps having this dream about me wearing a bright red swimsuit. In the dream he is teasing me, rubbing his cock against me, me moaning and writhing beneath him whilst he grinds against me. Mischievous little subbie that I am, I can never resist getting something if I know it would please him.

So fast forward to Saturday afternoon, he is walking up the stairs to my apartment, and I am posing in the hallway, my hands resting against the doorframe, wearing a killer red swimsuit, seamed fishnet stockings, high heels and the collar round my neck. He comes in through the front door, sees me, bites his lip whilst making that 'mmm, I'm going to fuck you' sound and the next thing I am on my back on the bed, holding my legs apart, getting impaled on his cock.

I knew I shouldn't have done it

Thu, 15 Apr 2010 04:55:17 -0700

So my Dom let me have an orgasm Sunday night at 9. Due to some happenings in our lives, that developed into a very big disagreement and misunderstands and miscommunications, it got pushed back to 10, which was 9 their time! I followed my set of instructions and had my orgasm and it was good. I really anticipated it though. Like all day I was "10 hours until I can cum!" "6 1/2 hours until I can cum!" I'm sure I drove ss nearly crazy!

I recently got a kegelmaster and started using it on Monday. One thing I was surprised about with it was how turned on using it made me. Like seriously, my clit was positively throbbing, although it was getting zero attention- I didn't touch it at all! I'm not really so sure how that works, but it was pretty awesome. Hopefully I'll be in really good shape when I see Sir at the end of the month.

Xenophilia and Tease/Denial

Sun, 28 Mar 2010 15:04:20 -0700

For any of you who know of it, most of the junk on FictionPress.com is just that - junk. But someone found an author on there who writes AMAZING Science-Fiction work. As an added bonus (one that really set my mind on fire) he has written a few adult pieces. So far, he's only uploaded three, entitled "Entanglement", "Euphoria", and "Submission". They are all xenophilic relationships (human/alien) and I found that I had to read one of his main stories ("Twice-Shadowed Saint") before I fully understood everything in them, but it's well worth it. Tease and Denial and/or Orgasm Control is a major influence in his works. If you don't mind alien/human pairings, I recommend you go read them. They're really good. I've set the link to his C2 Community archive instead of his profile page - only the Sci-Fi stuff is on his C2, and there's some other random junk on his profile that is... acceptable, but not T&D Related.

Switch Revenge Fantasy

Wed, 03 Mar 2010 17:29:04 -0800

I was thinking today, when I should have been working, about switch specific fantasies. I used to belong to Natalie Demoreâ��s Bondage Orgasms, which I think is an awesome site. One of the themes she repeats is a scenario where one girl is domming another girl, only to have the situation reversed and she ends up being the one dommed. Essentially, a switch revenge fantasy.
Of course this reminded of a girl I used to date. Okay, not date per se, but play with. She was very pretty and had amazing breasts â�� just the perfect size, shape and perkiness. Typically, I would bind her hands behind her back and take her over my knee. Iâ��ve spanked a fair number of ladies in my life, but never as hard I would spank her. She loved it. The harder I hit, and the longer I spanked her for the better. Then I would re-bind her to the bed, spread eagle. I usually put clothes pins (pegs) on her nipples. I would tease her a little and edge her, but only a couple of times as I wasnâ��t as into T&D then as I am now. Then I would make her cum, untie her and have her give me oral sex until I came.

hello to all!

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 08:47:54 -0800

hello everyone. i guess it's proper form to say that i've been around this site for a bit, but am just getting around to saying hi. so, hi everyone!

i figured i would start out my blog with a little narrative about myself. i am a switch. personally, i think switches make the best doms/subs, since we understand the psychology of both. i find that i go through cycles of dominance and submissiveness. right now, i'm cycling dominant. extremely dominant.

i've never had a full on bdsm relationship. i've had girls that wanted to be lightly dominated, spanked a bit, and some that have wanted to be occaisionally dominant. i find bdsm, and lately tease and denial, to be the subject of my masterbation though. always.

ULTRA-sub w/m Bondage/Cunnilingus slave seeks large, bossy, sexually aggressive Black Woman!!!

Wed, 17 Feb 2010 08:50:14 -0800

I am looking...I am a 58 yr. old ULTRA-sub w/m Bondage/Cunnilingus slave...I am 5'9", 130 lbs. and slender...I am college educated, (History degree), well read and well traveled...I am into cooking/baking and do custom breads, pastries, etc...am smoking two chickens in my cold smoker at the moment...I like to read, bicycle (a lot), Skydive, tunnel fly and more...I live in the Denver area and am looking for a serious Mistress/slave relationship with a large, bossy, sexually aggressive Black Woman who takes charge sexually and TAKES what she wants...she should be very oriented to Cunnilingus as

Tied up Denial and Forced Orgasm

Thu, 14 Jan 2010 12:49:07 -0800

Woman tied down and at the mercy of her man.

Toy giveaway, Dec 2009, at www.fetlife.com

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 15:19:04 -0800

Greetings all, There's a TOY GIVEAWAY, Dec 2009, at www.fetlife.com

I am a NCPS

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 01:58:21 -0800

My name is Lyn I am a 30 year old female who up until a year ago was a married professional woman. I must admit how board I was. I wasn't enjoying work nor life at home with hubby. I needed more. I found my Madame. I will tell you about my transformation to a NCPS (non cumming plugged slut) in subsequent entries but today I thought I'd introduce my self and talk about the last 24 hours.
Ivwas instructed to go over NDs house. She is a 32 yo domme female who had a GF and sub names AR. AR left and NB was a broken domme. For myself .... Madame reliesed mr to become more domme but I couldn't do it. I needed to be forced non cumming. I needed the occasional forced orgasm. My assignment was to visit ND and make sure she became a submissive non cumming slut. My assignment had me dressed in double layer of nylons.... Pantyhose and stockings ... Latex dildo panties , girdle and nice skirt and top. Sexy heels roped the outfit. I went to NDs and walked in with my key and found ND SITTING ON HER KNEES wearing double nylons and a butt plug. I had my little bag of toys and .......

Happy Kinky Thanksgiving!

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:08:42 -0800

Happy Thanksgiving to all my kinky American friends.

*lm*

Hogtied's "Denial of Service"

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:23:24 -0800

Found a great set by Hogtied entitled "Denial of Service" that I thought y'all would enjoy. Here's the link to the advertisement page and to the six preview videos.

http://www.hogtied.com/site/shoot/7266-Denial_of_Service_Attack_Lilla_Katt_NOT_allowed_to_orgasm.html?c=1

http://promo.devicebondage.com/m/0/7266/v/3/h/w

Enjoy

-JS

NaNoWriMo

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 15:04:08 -0800

So it's November - National Novel Writing Month. I saw one other mention of an erotica work here. I've decided to take my Harem story to the next level and do it this month. I know I've left you hanging on the climax of the story here on the site, but that's kind of the point of this site, right?

I'd love to get your input. Especially from the male POV. The book is written from the girl's first person point of view, so I can't really show the guy's POV directly anyway. But what do you want to see? What would be missing for you? By nature, a harem is a low male environment. Most of the direct sexual activity is girl on girl, aside from her time with the sultan himself.