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Horny Already

Sun, 18 Jul 2010 12:48:34 -0700

Sir just left to go back to London for a couple of weeks, and I am left sitting here wildly horny, so tempted to wank, but loving the feeling of denial and the submissiveness that it brings.

I didn't orgasm from Thursday morning till today. Sir has been a fiend for the cane all this week, so I have been getting my pain fix daily, and sometimes twice daily. I was on my period, so he was using my mouth to empty his load into but he got very horny today and told me he wanted to rape my ass instead. I got on my hands and knees and he drove his cock into me so hard, I sobbed, it felt like he was tearing me. Something about the pain and the hard thrusts and him holding my hair, with his body slamming into my bruised ass all worked together and I quickly reached the edge.

Moist, Adult Interactive Fiction Game

Tue, 08 Jun 2010 12:58:46 -0700

For those of you unfamiliar with IF, interactive fiction is a text-based game where you, the player, can directly influence the story through your actions (examining objects, speaking to NPCs, solving puzzles, etc). AIF, or adult interactive fiction, is exactly what it sounds like: IF that's intended for a more mature audience. I use an application called Gargoyle to play my games, but if you'd like to see some other options or just read up on IF in general, be sure to check out the Interactive Fiction Database: http://ifdb.tads.org/

In Moist, you play the male protagonist who has wandered away from a nudist colony while on vacation. You stumble upon a castle and before you may leave, you must seduce three servants (and bring them each to orgasm at least once) before then bedding the Queen. It's not a very difficult game (the women are pretty easy!) but much better than many of the other adult games I've tried. There's a walkthrough available for download at the link provided if you really get stumped.

Denial

Sun, 06 Jun 2010 09:25:35 -0700

I've just had the most fantastic week with Sir. On Friday he had me kneel on the bed, with the clover clamps on my nipples and the leash clipped to my collar for about half an hour, before coming into the room behind me, sliding his cock into my ass and using me till my face was pressed up against the headboard with me gasping and moaning, my whole body in a sweat, his face next to mine as he hunched over me, swapping holes till he quickly pulled the clamps off me, causing me to sob in pain as he came in my pussy.

On Saturday he had me repeat the order, on my hands and knees with the leash and clover clamps on, and the chain wrapped round the headboard of the bed. After half an hour or so, he came back in the room, caned me, then rubbed the ball of the anal hook over my ass before easing it up to the hole and forcing it in. I was sore and tight from the day before and I saw stars as it stretched me open and slipped inside me, his hand pushing it all the way in before unclipping the leash from the collar and fastening it to the ring on the end of the hook, pulling it firmly into my ass. He then pushed my head down, raised my hips and forced his cock into my pussy, which was tight and curved from the ball of the hook pressing in from my ass. I've never had sex so painful in my life - the clamps were agonising, and the hook was digging into me. He fucked me hard, pulling my hair, rubbing the clamps with his fingers, asking me who I belonged to and ordering me to cum for him. I managed to cum a couple of times, but I was sobbing and gasping in fear and pain. When he came in me, I could feel his cock thudding from his hard orgasm. I cried like a baby when he went to take the clamps off, sobbing 'I'm scared'. For once, he eased them off gently, soothing me and telling me it was alright, and then afterwards I collapsed on the bed and he eased the hook out of my ass. I've never felt so submissive or been used so hard, I felt completely exhausted afterwards and lay down and spaced out on the bed for a bit, with a momentous sense of peace and acceptance flowing through me at having been used and hurt by my Owner.

The Red Swimsuit

Mon, 31 May 2010 05:12:31 -0700

Sir keeps having this dream about me wearing a bright red swimsuit. In the dream he is teasing me, rubbing his cock against me, me moaning and writhing beneath him whilst he grinds against me. Mischievous little subbie that I am, I can never resist getting something if I know it would please him.

So fast forward to Saturday afternoon, he is walking up the stairs to my apartment, and I am posing in the hallway, my hands resting against the doorframe, wearing a killer red swimsuit, seamed fishnet stockings, high heels and the collar round my neck. He comes in through the front door, sees me, bites his lip whilst making that 'mmm, I'm going to fuck you' sound and the next thing I am on my back on the bed, holding my legs apart, getting impaled on his cock.

I am a NCPS

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 01:58:21 -0800

My name is Lyn I am a 30 year old female who up until a year ago was a married professional woman. I must admit how board I was. I wasn't enjoying work nor life at home with hubby. I needed more. I found my Madame. I will tell you about my transformation to a NCPS (non cumming plugged slut) in subsequent entries but today I thought I'd introduce my self and talk about the last 24 hours.
Ivwas instructed to go over NDs house. She is a 32 yo domme female who had a GF and sub names AR. AR left and NB was a broken domme. For myself .... Madame reliesed mr to become more domme but I couldn't do it. I needed to be forced non cumming. I needed the occasional forced orgasm. My assignment was to visit ND and make sure she became a submissive non cumming slut. My assignment had me dressed in double layer of nylons.... Pantyhose and stockings ... Latex dildo panties , girdle and nice skirt and top. Sexy heels roped the outfit. I went to NDs and walked in with my key and found ND SITTING ON HER KNEES wearing double nylons and a butt plug. I had my little bag of toys and .......

Introduction/what I did today

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 13:43:16 -0700

I thought it would be right to say hello first, as this is my first blog entry. Tsuki's my username for everything but you can call me Tori, I've been lurking around for some time and I've really enjoyed what I've seen! My boyfriend and I have just moved in together so we have all the time in the world for all things sexual, we're into all sorts. I never tease him though, not for longer than a few minutes - if he senses that I'm doing it he tells me off .. he likes to have the control, so it's always me that gets tormented. I'm into T&D, male or female, role play (he likes me to be Daddy's little girl, even in public), little shows of violence (as long as he doesn't knock me out) and lots and lots of discipline i.e. he likes to tell me when I can and can't use the toilet, drink this, eat that and how much of it etc.

Pleasurable Distress

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 21:36:18 -0700

Pleasurable Distress
Wolf Feather

The numerous high-pitched whining pleas made her sound much like a little girl imploring her parents to buy her a large stuffed teddy bear, while the buzzing sounds nearly swallowed by her voice made it clear that she was very much a woman.

I smiled to Myself in the darkness, stroking a little faster, a little more firmly.

"Please Master please!" her voice was growing faint, such was her desperation. "Please let me cum for You Master!"

As I had done for nearly fifteen minutes, I said nothing, even though My cell phone was on Mute. I enjoyed the mental image of her: naked on her back on her bed, her legs splayed lewdly, an anal plug filling her, the large nubby dildo stretching her, a small powerful vibrator secured by duct tape to each nipple while she held yet another powerful vibrator to her throbbing clitoris, thrashing uncontrollably on the bed from the onslaught of the forced pleasure...

Pleasurable Distress

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 21:00:45 -0700

Part II Hi everyone

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 21:53:37 -0700

....now tonight's email:

My lady friend...oh she is loving teasing...I'm so happy, she is such a natural. So tonight, as she wants, I will dress and be femme, and will feel her pussy like my own...

Do you realize how much simmering and playing has been going on this week??? God, so wet, so willing...and can't play with you, it's making me nuts! I want for you to feel girly, to feel "me" -- it'll be nice for you and makes me so hot to think of you and girly pussy. ..you'll have to be lying down and writhing around on the bed. I'll be doing that tonight, I just know it. I've been on fire most of the day, and especially wearing the egg!!! I turn the egg on high intensity when I'm alone in the living room for a few minutes, otherwise it's off and just sitting there between juicy pussy lips, or on low intensity and quiet, but still vibrating lightly against clittie. OMG! I sneak looks at the pics every chance I get! They (you!) are so hot!!! It's been fun like this, I'm loving teasing you and getting teased by you, but, oh, do I want to play together!!! It's been too long!!!!!! I'm going to be wondering and imagining how you will do girly, and with you every step of the way. Having your pussy as hot and tingly as mine! OMG! Matching pussies, sharing pussy... too much! Please enjoy...I know I will, and I'll feel you too! And I'll try something new too... I'm going to try to feel your cock when I play... mmmmm....

Denial - Day 4 (pushing and aftercare)

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 06:44:39 -0700

Thursday was a no-touch day for radiogirl, at least as far as her pussy and clit were concerned. I assigned her a task that I knew would be difficult for her, though, but also that I knew would be within her capabilities. Once she had the house to herself she was to strip naked, afix clothespins to each nipple, lube up her purple vibrator with gingered lube,and fuck herself in the ass with it for 45 minutes. Afterwards, she was to remain naked, with the clothespins on her nipples, for a total of 4 hours. When she received these instructions she was not at all happy about them, and even less happy that I asked her to do this task alone, without the sound of my voice to help pull her back from the edge. I knew that I was pushing her hard, especially on top of the tickle marathon on Wednesday, but I was unrelenting.

Little Girl’s Big Day

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 23:09:40 -0800

She arrived home from work and read the note trying to make sense of it.

Strip to your panties and wait for me at the foot of the bed. Today you are not my wife and I am not your husband. Today you will learn about obedience in a new way. I will no longer tolerate your disrespectful mouth and attitude. You will speak when spoken to but only in an agreeable and childlike manner. No questions, complaints, or arguments will be allowed. Follow my lead and we will be fine. Signed, your loving husband.

Time for some fun sweetie, take your panties off, lay back, spread those legs, now gently stroke her, feel every inch, just enjoy. Daddy thought you should have some pleasure and a big release from tension to get you all relaxed for our special time together. You would like that, right? Yes daddy, I would love that, thank you. When you feel close just tell daddy, ok? Yes daddy, I will, do you like watching me play with myself daddy? You like that pretty pussy so naked and beautiful? It is all for you daddy, I do not even touch her without your permission. That is a good girl, it is all for daddy, little girls cannot be trusted with such a big responsibility, they dont know what to do with it unless someone tells them, right sweetheart? Yes daddy, I am not grown up enough to know what I am doing, when I used to touch her I would be in a rush and get so excited then a little baby cum would rush out so quick. Thank you for teaching me to hold in that baby cum since it is not ready to be let out. I always send it back in now like a good girl, I am learning so much, daddy is such a good teacher. Only big girl cum gets let out now and only when daddy says yes. Are you proud of me daddy? Yes honey but today is a big day for you. I will expect complete obedience to everything I say, will you do that for daddy? Yes absolutely. Good because this is the most important day of our relationship and if you dont obey daddy completely every step of the way daddy will add up each infraction and you will be punished quite harshly. I just want to make sure you are aware of that now before you choose to disobey. Yes daddy I understand I will obey every word I promise.

Permission to cum - Watch what you ask for!

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 08:03:08 -0700

Just imagine

You have been teased for more than thirty days, your body is swollen, needy, all you can think about is having an orgasm, finally being able to feel the rush you get as you cum. Told not to ask any questions, but to be sure you are swollen, you are to pump your clit and edge 3 times today. Remember you must masturbate for a minimum of fifteen minutes following your pumping, remaining in contact with your swollen and very sensitive clitoris. When you end your session, you must not touch yourself in any sexual way for at least the next two hours.

Picking you up we walk to my car, before you step in I ask if you remembered to wear your sexy lace panties, a bit embarrassed you simply nod yes. Taking you out to dinner I stop at a very nice restaurant, as we enter, I choose a seat to keep us where everyone will be able to see and hear what is happening. As the waitress steps up, I take your menu, handing you a tube of maxoderm and instructing you to go to the restroom, remove your panties and apply the stimulant. Then turning my attention back to the now red faced young lady I place our drink orders. It is always interesting to see the reaction of another young woman when I give you a command like this.

The Dinner Party

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 06:55:30 -0700

It was our first dinner party with the group we met at the BDSM club. I wasn't sure what to expect. Master had me dress is a very short skirt and a top I was nearly falling out of, but there is nothing I wouldn't do to please my master. Just before we left the house, he put the red leather collar on me and attached the leash.

It was a long drive, on a mostly deserted two lane road. Master reached over and pulled my tit out of the blouse, squeezing it, rubbing the nipple, tugging on it, making it stand out even more. He then did the same for my right tit. I was moaning and starting to move my hips a little.

Introducing cagna

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 02:59:37 -0700

Hi everyone.
This is the first post for me here, I have lurked here for some years, reading and thinking about T&D.
Now I'm proud to introduce cagna.
In the blog she explain all the details of the game of negation, submission and humiliation she is plaing right now.
Fell free to comment on her.
piccola cagna blog

piccola cagna blog

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 23:06:56 -0700

A fascinating insight into this young woman's feelings and experiences as she learns to cope with her torment, pleasing several men daily while keeping her own arousal in check.