Punishment Petals

I have a confession to make. I really like this notion of playing "games" to provide a controlled randomization to our sexual variety. Or in not such an analytical tone, mixing it up a little by creating sexy scenarios is really hot. There were two new things today: a box full of "punishments" (or more accurately, consequences) and the count of fallen petals from a bouquet of two dozen roses.

It was mutually decided recently by my girlfriend and I that the box full of consequences is a lottery I'll have to draw from if I have an accidental orgasm. The consequences are pretty arbitrary and range from romantic gestures such as the purchase of jewelry for my beloved, to corporal punishments with various instruments, to flat-out monetary fines, and other things. (Sidenote: write more about the monetary fines; they were actually my idea, but pose an inherent awkwardness to my personal values that both turns me on and makes me uncomfortable at the same time.)

It was not-so mutually decided (but mutually agreed) that I must supply my beloved's desk with fresh flowers at a rate such that she would not ever have dead flowers on her desk. For each petal that fell from the flowers I have, I would be given a single spanking (that is, one stroke of her hand or other chosen implement on my butt). This wasn't such a bad thing, I thought, because how many petals could really fall off the flowers? Not many, until she started shaking the stems to see how many were really attached. By the time she was done shaking the two dozen stems, there must have been several hundred petals on the table.

This was originally proposed merely as a game for this trip, but tonight hints were dropped that it should be an ongoing thing. I was too embarassed to say it just then and there (sidenote: embarassment...what's up with me being embarassed at things lately?), but I really hope it does become an ongoing thing; the more cause-and-effect scenarios like this are around the more fantasy material my mind seems to feast upon. At first, when I thought this was likely to be "about ten flower petals or so" I was thinking it could be fun to suggest that instead or in addition to spanks, a fallen flower petal might have to mean another day of chastity for me, or perhaps another orgasm for her, or perhaps another minute-long edge, before I got to cum. But now I see I will either have to ammend the number or suggest something else entirely. The part of my mind having all those hardcore fantasies is saying fallen flower petals should mean things like having to blow that many guys, or having that many consecutive no-pleasure ("ruined") orgasms, or some such practically impossible thing.

I don't think it's the actual game that matters, only that the games provide fuel for fantasy, as she put it, an excellent excuse to make time for something we may not otherwise get around to doing. I've earned 50 spanks from drawing that item from the box tonight and I hope I get them very soon! I can't remember another time when the cause for such a thing has actually made me horny.... That's a promising sign.