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Submitted by Mistress Andrea on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 01:04. her reality
Thanks to everyone that voted. Your participation is greatly appreciated by me. As of 5:46PM PDT, CNN, Fox News, MSNBC, ABC News and NBC News are all projecting a victory for Susan Scribner. Only CBS and that perky little bitch Katie Couric refuse to call the race. The official results are Yes-11 and No-4. Al Gore is demanding a recount as my original post might have been difficult for some illiterate people to read but already the US Supreme Court has voted 5-4 along party lines to deny Big Al's ridiculous request. This means Susan Scribner is now Orgasm-Elect. When that orgasm will actually take place is anyone's guess but she is no longer tied to the one year sentence. It doesn't however mean that she won't have to wait a year. Or longer. I just don't know at this point in time. I understand by some of your responses that you feel Susan weaseled her way out and should have been made to endure it anyway. I completely understand this and mostly agree. Youmust see it from my view point though. It's extremely difficult to deny someone you love for any amount of time. A year would be as hard on me as it would be Susan. I may act like a tough little heartless bitch around here when I deny her but it's an act. I have a heart and it hurts when she hurts. She aasked for this when I was teasing her and had her at a very vulnerable point. You know how your mind thinks when your brain is all mush due to horniness. She did it to please me and most of all to please you people. Trust me, she feels horrible about asking to be freed from her sentence. She's relieved you guys saved her but highly embarrassed also. She puts a real premium on what you people think of her and she knows that a lot of you are disappointed in her right now. I ask you to please go easy on her. She is a sweet person who made a gigantic error in judgement by asking for the 1 year denial. She thinks she'll never be received well around here again. I hope that's not the case. Right now I have a million things buzzing through my mind. Several different scenarios I could use to determine when she next comes. Tommorrow is her Birthday but I've already assured her it won't happen then and not to expect it. I like the idea of the group vote. I think it's fun and it gets everyone involved. If I do it though it will have to be like a 10 hour window or so. These votes cause a great deal of anxiety for Susan and for her well being I can't let them go on for days. I got to get now I have another softball game tonight. Thanks again and you'll be hearing from me soon.

Mistress Andrea
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Wood's avatar

She will always be accepted a

Submitted by Wood on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 01:07.
She will always be accepted around here
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Not Disappointed.

Submitted by Wompa on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 01:07.
I'm not disappointed in you Susan. Glad the vote came out. I only voted no to make it exciting.

Come back soon?

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Holy smokes

Submitted by Mistress Andrea on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 01:09.
I posted like 1 minute agoand there's alreay 2 responses. That's so cool. Thanks guys.
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Susan come back

Submitted by rapid on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 01:17.
No one, especially me, is upset with you. I am thankful you and Andrea found a way out of an inmpossible situation. Enjoy your teasing, it will be better when you can hope for an orgasm.
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We like you guys

Submitted by cybersave on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 01:59.
Well, I for one am glad she is now out of the contract one year denial, but am even happier that it's up in the air. I'm hoping that Susan realizes that even though we (mostly) understand why she asked to back out and how embarrased it makes her, that it's okay. We won't hold that against her (except maybe in play). Now it's time to really make her blush Smiling Only I can't do it, so I'll have to post some ideas.
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Congrats Susan

Submitted by Mistress Jen on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 01:59.
Don't feel bad Susan. If someone thinks bad about you over something so stupid then fuck'em. One year is unthinkable. If someone thinks bad of you for that then I say let them try it. I seriously doubt most of us on this site can make it longer than a month. The things you've endured and long spans of denial are remarkable. Keep your chin up girl! Kirstie and I admire you. Hope you're cumming like a mad woman real soon!

PS Andrea, that "commentary" about the voting was hilarious.
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Feeling ashamed

Submitted by Susan on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 03:04.
I really feel like a loser right now for getting out of this. However I'd really truley be a loser if I didn't at least come into here and thank everyone who voted to help me. So thank you SO much. I was just a mess all day thinking about the vote. I was so happy to see the results but I was really hurt that some are dissapointed that I couldn't follow through on my promise. I totally understand how you feel and I feel the same way. I almost just told Mistress Andrea to forget about the vote and just follow through on the original plan. I just can't do it though folks. I'm so very sorry. Believe me nobody feels shittier than I do right now. I failed big time and deserve to be ridiculed. Wtf was I thinking I'll never know. I honestly thought I could do it. However the constant teasing with no hope at all of cumming just crushed my spirit. I know I've gone very long periods before without cumming but the possibilty although remote was always there. That small hope at least gets me through. You must know that I endure all this stuff mainly to impress and please you people. Without this board and all my friends I'd most likely never be able to do it. Today marks 2 years to the day that I made my first post on this board. I probably haven't had many orgasms to report here in the two years. God it's been a wild ride and I've loved it. So many things have happened. I know it has seemed like a soap opera to many of you. It has to me too. I'm so happy in my heart that you've all stuck by me and supported me through thick and thin. I hope you're not too dissapointed with me for this cowardly act. I hope I can still keep posting here and will be accepted as somene who just made a bad mistake. I would sure appreciate it. Thank you to all who voted no too. I totally get your reasons and don't hold it against you one bit. I'm sure I won't get to cum anytime soon anyway so I guess not much has changed. At least I have a ray of hope though. Sorry for making such a circus of things, it wasn't my intention. Hope you guys didn't find my picture to revolting. Talk to you guys soon. This is the friendliest community I've ever been a part of.

Love Susan Smiling
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Wood's avatar

Bah, I'm not dissapointed in

Submitted by Wood on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 03:10.
Bah, I'm not dissapointed in you and you sshouldn't be ashamned.

EDIT: And don't do this to impress us, do it becasue you want to you fool.
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Agreed

Submitted by Wompa on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 03:25.
Do it for yourself. Smiling

And I don't think anyone thinks of you as a coward. People are allowed to make mistakes. What matters is not if and when you make them, but how you respond to them.
Learn from the mistake. Don't do it again. And then stop dwelling on it and be happy. Smiling

And repulsed?

*ahem*

WHATEVER!

*ahem*

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=) Even though I voted no, I

Submitted by maymay on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 03:42.
=) Even though I voted no, I have to admit there's a big part of me that's happy with this outcome.

It's an interesting situation, and I'd love to hear more about your thoughts on the situation: teasing with no hope of orgasm for a very long time is hard...too hard? I've never experienced it, so I wouldn't know, but I have always guessed that it would be. It is, indeed, the hope of an orgasm, specifically the uncertainty of its arrival that makes the situation interesting and appealing for the submissive, and is what gives the dominant his/her power.

Mistress Andrea has just gained a lot more power (yay!) and Susan has just got a whole lot more interested (also yay)!

-maymay
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reynard's avatar

Susan's release date

Submitted by reynard on Thu, 10/05/2006 - 03:51.
I have to admit, I'd been reading all this thinking all the time that the intention was Susan would cum on her birthday with a yes vote.

So, it's good to see that she might still be kept waiting a very long time. Just not *necessarily* the full year. Smiling
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You made the right choice

Submitted by kellys on Fri, 10/06/2006 - 09:08.
Not everyone is built for extreme long term denial. A year plus qualifies for that. Good that you recognized it before it happened. Going over a year of orgasm denial does things to you. Things that can't be undone. It takes a very special person to be able to deal with that.

Apologies that I don't know you personally enough to understand you fully, but I believe while you certainly enjoy denial, you also enjoy the expectation of release as well. There are some of us who purely enjoy the denial. Mostly, those of us who have been past a certain point of no return - be it one year or whatever it takes to throw the switch. I don't think throwing the switch is right for someone who enjoys the expectation of release, and I would hate to see you become despondent over the ever extending sentence.

Although you do seem to like to push your limits farther, you require the promise of non-extension. Many occasions, when your time period has been extended, you have become upset, to the point of depression. Perhaps it would be wise for you to stick to a firm contract instead of allowing the limits to be extended.

I can offer two suggestions to you for ways to improve your limits while never reaching the breaking point.

1) Extension of your agreed time period should be conditional on only one thing - your agreement. Unless, of course you reset your time period by having an orgasm before it is up. In that case, the same time period gets restored. This is the really safe way to play.

Or,

2) Alternatively, extension of your time period is not up to you. Andrea or this site or whomever else she decides can arbitrarily extend your time period, without end. But you have a safeword. Your principal can push you as far as she likes - and must respect not the limits of your frustration, but instead the limits of your emotion. If you get pushed to the point where you no longer enjoy it, you must use your safeword. But there are consequences for this. If she pushes you too far without realizing it, or just to be intentionally mean, she gets punished. Meaning, if you have to resort to using your safeword, there is a mandatory, pre-arranged period where she is subject to denial. Of course, this is somewhat sad for you to have to resort to, since as submissive to her, you don't want to do that to her, but want to please her. The nice thing about this arrangement is that it maximizes your denial time without jeapordizing your emotions.

Kelly
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Thanks Kelly

Submitted by Mistress Andrea on Fri, 10/06/2006 - 23:26.
There are some good points here. I'm going to decide this weekend how to proceed in this matter. It's certainly no easy decision.
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