Arousal

I don't often take submissive postures and I don't often speak formally to my husband, rarely using honorifics, but as he sat up at the computer working late last night (well, mostly working) I would have knelt at his feet and called him Master. The presence of an overnight guest who refused to go to bed prevented me from doing so, so I just imagined it, but the feelings were running so strongly between us, it is surprising the visitor didn't notice.

We don't get a lot of privacy and even our bed is often invaded by very short pirates but MJ is owning me down to my core. Right now he is not putting a hand in my pants at all--no clitoral stimulation, no insertable toys, no intercourse. But every night and morning I am falling asleep and waking up to torture. Intense nipple stimulation, from very gentle to very rough, fingertips and hands running over my legs, arms, and torso. The gentle skin stimulation is driving me crazy, making me desire a firmer touch and wild to be spanked or whipped, which he is also withholding. No pain at all, except for some pinching of my inner legs, near my ignored and needy sex, and some very intense pain through my nipples which is driving me to the brink of orgasm.

My confused brain craves every touch and cries in frustration as his fingers trail off and he falls asleep, while I lie awake clinging to him in an embarassing and needy manner. The nipple stimulation and touches on my legs, brought me so close that I was afraid I would spontaneously climax and I kept my legs apart, searching for a sleep position where I wouldn't just come. I wasn't clenching, I wasn't grinding, I really thought just bringing my legs together would bring me over and when I tried it I was sure I was right and immediately sought a new position.

So, my husband, if you bring work home again tonight, as you usually do, and if you sit up doing it while I am left alone to stew, I will kneel by your feet and silently beg by presenting my body to you for your attention and tormenting touch.