NCPS. Difficult day

It hasn't even been a week I am now cumming. I am wearing my inflatable panties and nylon tights top and bottom. Madame had me tease myself and stimulate my rear plug. My nipples are throbbing and my clit is engorged. I tapped and slapped my clit. I truly believe I could be so close to cumming that I could leak vaginal cum without orgasm. The Madame had me play on a jar. This is embarrasing but I love to be on my knees on the floor straddeling a jar like a coke bottle The jar is right on the butt plug and I rock back and forth probbing the plug deeper and deeper. I can do this for a long time. Today Madame had me do this for 30 minutes. Non cumming keeps me focused on my clit and nipples and ass. I think about cumming all the time. I am 100% or the time thinking about my sex.
To night my sissified husband are going to the city for drinks and dinner and maybe times square but her dress is what is exciting. Hubby never goes out as a female but tonight she will be wearing her CB 3000 and tight cut out to aloe his enlarge clit to be exposed. Then she is wearing my corseletts that is too tight on her Her breast cups will be filled with stockings. She will wear slacks and blouse but if ahe takes off her coat it will be apparent that my hubby has breast. This Is making me so hot.

I also have another problem. I fantasisze that my hubby had breast implants. This won't happen but I can't help thing about denied orgasms whils I am forces to service a shemale. Omg that makes me drip. Well I want to wish you all a happy and healthy sex filled 2010. I have had good news from my Madame....... I will cum this year.

Love and Chasity to you all. Lynee