Cum only by command

Okay, it's only been a few weeks, but it feels like forever since I have cum. This is probably because I was able to after the medicine wore off, and then it was gradually stripped away via operand conditioning. I can and do produce ejaculate, but there are no spasms, and no matter how hard I try I cannot make myself have an orgasm without her blessing. It's an exhilarating, and very frustrating feeling. Last night, however, I was dreaming and she allowed it in the dream. However, right beforehand reality struck. My wife Mistress was waking me up! She said something I barely caught and I spent the rest of the night in a fit. I returned to the dream when I dozed, only to then be teased in my sleep! To add fuel to the fire, she teased and fondled more than usual before leaving for work (I work from home right now).

--An extremely frustrated submissive!

She has decided (at the last minute) after teasing me all morning that I am to remain without orgasm. She has the timing down perfectly. She kept me all hot and steaming all weekend, allowed one small orgasm and got me all ready for another. Then, she yanked it out from under me and she will be home all day tomorrow, which means I will be teased mercilessly for the day. I hope she lets me cum again soon. Even though I just had one yesterday it did little to quench the fire. I'm *almost* ready to beg on my knees.