Ruined!

Well, while edging before bed last night I had a little accident. I went a tiny bit too far, and had a ruined orgasm. There was no pleasure at all, just a couple little spurts, but when it was over I felt like I was 'done' for the night. No further interest in teasing.

Now, some people use ruined orgasms to further frustrate themselves/their sub, but oftentimes I find them a bit too relieving. So I wanted to avoid them during this stretch of denial.

But a few hours later, I woke up horny and had to edge... And god damn if I didn't need to cum even worse than before! So maybe it wasn't such a bad thing.

So for now I'm just going to continue on undeterred. Hopefully it won't turn out to be a setback later.