aching for it
She had me wear the ben-wah type balls i have to class the other day, theyre connected and covered in silicone, about 1 inch in diameter. i could feel them jiggling and moving all day, especially up and down the stairs. i could feel them when i squeezed slightly as i sat there in class. nothing like wearing a toy out in public to be reminded that youre Someones owned slut.
im still on restriction. it hasnt been really hard until tonight. tonight i am a squirming, wet, horny, needy little slut. i called her again at work. i asked her earlier before she left a few times if i could get a reprieve from restriction and she didnt answer. so i called and she answered the phone. she made me tell her why i was horny. then she said again to bring myself to orgasm five times before she gets home in three hours. im still not allowed to cum. i did it once already just with my fingers. the minute i touched my cunt i could feel how wet i am. my clit is so hard. my cunt is just aching to cum. As i touch myself i say outloud that this cunt is Hers, that im not allowed to cum, that she owns it and only she can allow it. Although its frustrating, at the same time i know i need it. i need to be controlled. i need her to own my cunt like this. And i think She knows that too.
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Recap?
Thanks for sharing all this; it's really yummy and steamy reading. :P
But can you please rewind a bit for us and tell us some more about this situation you're in? What are your restrictions, and how are they enforced? How did you meet this wonderful Lady who owns your cunt and restrains its pleasure so well?
background
She's my gf and Domme. i met Her online, in a chatroom, in yahoo of all places. we fell in love and i moved to the other side of the world to be with Her. we live together. its not 24/7 D/s but when She gets in one of Her delicious moods well...you did the reading lol.
Orgasm restriction has been used as punishment when i've gotten a bit surly. Its also used just because it pleases Her. She likes to mix in forced masturbation to increase the teasing. Shes also sexually aroused me but kept me from cumming. I have permission to play with other, and i think She likes when i do but stay with in the no orgasm guidelines. For me, its sometimes nice just to be used with no hope of cumming because the person im playing with can't give permission.
the restriction is enforced by Her word and my love and devotion to Her. I cant imagine ever purposefully going against Her orders, just the thought of having to tell Her that i came without Her permission (and i wouldnt be able to keep it from Her) stops me. I love the amused sound of Her voice, the pleased smirk on Her face when i tell Her about how ive followed Her instructions.
She had me masturbate to the point of orgasm five times again tonight. This time she added that it had to be within an hour. my cunt is aching and wet again. When i begged for reprieve She said maybe She would make it two weeks...maybe She would never let me cum again...
australian denial
V.Sexy!! I am interested in how alot of us into denial seem to come from Oz. Any thoughts dear readers!
Down under
It's bizarre, isn't it? I've noticed a really disproportionate number of Australian members here. I'm in Perth, myself.
I assume most people have come here from the Yahoo group. Are there any other unusual places where you've found out about the site? I haven't done a lot in the way of promotion in other places yet.
My American girlfriend/Domme sometimes calls Australia the "sub-continent". :D
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I haven't been to Australia yet but I plan to visit in 2008. Sounds like there's lots of teasing and denial on the "sub-continent."
Playing with others with no hope of orgasm
That part of your comment really stuck out at me. I've never had the experience of playing with anyone sexually except my girlfriend while we've been together, though it's been mentioned as a possibility more than once.
However, I'm curious how you've managed to follow the no orgasm guideline when you're with others. Do these others know of this rule? Are you the one doing the physical pleasuring or are you also being pleasured?
Thanks for writing about and sharing your experiences.
-maymay