Now I am denied too...

handsoff's picture

I never thought I'd join your ranks. I've been lurking here for so long and talking to my partner and dom about how much the idea of not being allowed to come turns me on. I cannot even begin to explain the number of hours that I have spent making myself orgasm over and over again to stories about girls being teased til they scream and not allowed to cum for days... which seems rather ironic! I had no self-control though - every time I tried to just edge I'd soon be bucking my hips against my wandering fingers and shuddering and then feeling shameful.

But a few weeks ago I ordered a chastity belt and everything changed!

It's not an effective chastity belt at all. I could easily slip my fingers or anything else under there, but I don't. Mister has decided that when the belt is on, that means I am on no touch... and it is a wonderful reminder, there's no ignoring the strip of leather across my pussy reminding me to be obedient. Mister has set up a system which has eased me into the process... first it was three days no cumming, then one day to cum as much as I like, then four no cumming, and so on. I am finally up to seven days and having to ask Mister's permission to get off even on my "free" days, and although he's allowed me to cheat now and then (on his orders only) I am determined to make it this time. I won't be cumming until Monday, and maybe not even then because Mister says being told I don't deserve an orgasm on my day off isn't the same as an enforced chastity day. In that case he might make me wait until the Wednesday after next because starting next Tuesday the belt goes back on for 8 days...

My cunny is aching so badly almost all the time and I don't even mind. Being denied has started to feel better and more satisfying than cumming. Isn't that strange!

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Handsoff, first, I love your

Handsoff, first, I love your screenname. Second, you have described me to a T. All those hours reading about denial and having intense powerful orgasms as I imagine being denied. Except I didn't feel shameful. (That's OK, there are plenty of other things I feel shameful about.)

Glad your cunny is aching and that you are loving it.

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