My goal: no-cum April
So it's nearly 10pm on March 31, and I've decided to go through April without cumming.
I'm notoriously bad at this (trying this before resulted in only lasting 6 days). But that was one of my first times, and I touched myself a lot during that week, so I kinda doomed myself from the start. I will say that those 6 days were very intense and exciting - but if I'm gonna last a month, I need a way to slow things down.
My solution is going to be limiting how much I may touch myself. Otherwise, I'm the kind of person who would tease myself into oblivion, fail, and then give up. This time I want to give it an honest try!
After tonight, the first week will be no-touch. This will be very hard for me! I'll allow myself to touch my body, my nipples, just not my clit/pussy. Not at all. Not even a little bit.
Week two - I will roll a die, and edge that many times during the day. I can spread them out over the course of the day, or use them all at once. And then, again, that's all I get. I can prolong the edges if possible, but that of course only results in more long-term torture.
Week three - I roll two dice, multiply them, and get that many minutes to touch myself. No more, no less.
Week four - I roll one die, multiply the number by 10, and get that many minutes each day.
Week four will have to be extended a day or so to take up the remaining time until midnight on May 1.
So, that's my goal. I'm writing it because otherwise I might be tempted to scrap it partway through, and then where would I be? I want to learn to control my desire, to embrace it, and not to give in to it. I want that delicious ache, that awareness of my body. If I fail this month, I will try again in May, but I want to draw strength from those of you here and make it through my longest denial term thus far.
Call me crazy, right?
Here's hopin... now, to go enjoy myself with my last two hours of freedom...