day 5
where was i? Oh yes..so, i had a nice edging time last night, played around a bit back and forth, start and stop, taking it easy, just enjoying that intense achy pleasure, as it became a bit stronger, then started to fade, then right back up again. I must say, just staying in that zone, is exquisite, that craving to let go, struggling with the desire to stay and have more and more pleasure, rather than cumming and ending...mmm, what a place to be.
today i earned my edging time tonight by lying in the bath and sliding two ice cubes into my vagina..mmmmm.. instant arousal, but a strange kind, not even sure if it was that at first. I hate cold, but..that icy cold ache, just translates to a really pleasurable feeling, on a nipple, in a vagina..maybe even on a clit ( soon).
There is a small change in my plans..i have a Dom now, who is going to be taking over, when this 10 edging thing is over..so, not sure what will happen then. Not even sure yet if he will let me cum, when i have 'earned' my orgasm.... !
nelia, thinking about tomorrow's task
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You should ask them if you'll
You should ask them if you'll be allowed to orgasm after the tease is finished.
Of course, you should ask them right as you completely finish the task, in case they say you'll not be allowed, and they inadvertently pop that lovely bubble of "Maybe I'll cum soon" that's just so adorable.
Can't have you lessening that excitement by knowing for sure if you'll get to cum at all in February after all.
bubble
I had to laugh at that bubble comment..sooo true!
So, to ask or not to ask... a new thing for me to ponder...especially now, that he knows about this sweet little kinky desire of mine...I can hardly wait to find out. oh m
my, these next few days are going to be total torment, getting closer and closer to THE O day...maybe