well, four pebbles in the bowl now..last night's edging was amazing! I managed to slowly build up to that almost orgasm state, very very slowly, rubbing my clit very lightly, gently tapping my nipples, just letting the pleasure build and build.
This time, i was able to play at the edge, hovering right around it, back and forth a bit, rubbing a bit faster....slower..tugging a nipple, stopping, always managing to stay close to the edge, never going over it, really hovering there, totally focused on keeping just enough stimulation to be there without passing the point...just feeling that delicious ache in my clit, knowing that with a moments extra stimulation i could cum, but didn't! I am totally proud of myself for hanging on there that long, really really wanting to cum, but firmly decided i would not..and i didn't. But, the pleasure, mmmm, what can be better than lingering at the edge of orgasm for a long time..almost 10 minutes, and then stopping. Completely erotic arousing satisfying.!!!..though i suppose i will really enjoy my orgasm too when i finally am allowed it :))
Now today, i decided to try a task suggested..a hot bath, and rubbing ice cubes on my breasts while in the bath...i did this..what can i say, that split second as the ice moves form one spot of skin to the next, then lingering on a nipple, just that cold cold burn....a wonderful sensation, , giving me a nicely aroused pussy, just the ice on the nipple, rubbing, rubbing, trailing over the entire breasts, back to the nipple.. :))) one experience i will want to repeat sometime for sure.
Now, i have to say, i also wanted to try something i read about ages ago here..slipping a balloon in my vagina and filling it with water, and keeping it there .. well, i tried and tried! damn thing wouldn't stay in, and i had so much trouble just trying to tie it closed as well. I gave up, but the short time it was full inside of me, before things went bad, was fantastic, really really full feeling, pushing out everywhere..i do wish i could figure out how to make that work, and be able to keep a full balloon inside me for a while.
well, that's it for now..looking forward to another long edge tonight..though, i am beginning to weaken on the idea of lasting 10 edges/10 days... we will see.