Want to play denial.. but

I love this site and all the women in here who practice denial. I long for a relationship where her regular short and long term denial is part of every day. But, I like it too much.
I have had a few chances to do it. I brought it up to a couple of partners in the past. One or two were slightly aroused by it, and one was full blown excited by the idea. And as much as I wanted to tease them for days on end, I could never make it past that evening.

I enjoy delaying my orgasm also. And this may be the problem. But I also just adore the female orgasm. So, even though I wanted to get them to the point of begging and pleading for release, I wanted to give it to them when I got them to that point.

I go to sites like this one, and read stories of weeks, months, four years on one of them! It's so hot to me. Hearing how they ache and throb day after day.. edge themselves. I wish I could have a sub like that. But when I am with someone who is willing to try, it's me more often than not who gives in to HER orgasm. Even though the agreement was for me to tease her, and I was going to orgasm anyway.. Wanting to see her release after just a few hours, is too much a temptation to me.

Anyone else have this problem? The idea of weeks, months or years sounds so super hot.. but you have never done more than a day or two? I try to deny myself as well, when I have no partner. As a man, I would love to get to the point of "dripping" oozing precum all day.. maybe a spontanious wet dream. But the longest I have gone is a few days.. and that's without edging.

Anyone else? You love the concept, but can't make it real? Love to hear from you.