day 1 and 2 of 6
I decided to try again a few days of tease and denial from now on until Sunday evening (which is a lot for me, but there are several duties who destract me, so it should be okay) No heavy teasing, but a little bit and help in persisting until Sunday. There is time for it before I go to bed (about 30 min to 1 hour) and maybe one or maximum to short periods of about 5 to 15 min during day. A dom will assist me online.
Yesterday evening I used 2 pens to touch my clit and my nipples for approx 10 minutes. It worked: Gentle arouseness, a bit of dreaming alongside, no clenching of any muscle with the exception, that two or three times my eeehm - stomache? muscles when I started to touch my clit.
After that I was tired and slept. This morning again I touched myself a little and on the way to my kids I did some Kegel exercise for about 5-10 min.
Suggestions of the dom are still in discussion, for he did not care to read my plan carefully and therefore did not get my aim correctly. But hope is still there to reach his poor handycapped dominat brain (sorry other dominant folks, but I hate being not taken seriously. )
Seems I reached his brain
This evening I will ride slightly for about 15 minutes on a broomstick between my labia (not inserted in vagina), blindfolded and hands behind the back and just feeling until the clock rings. Secondly I will be on all fours, maybe a plug and/or dildo inserted and lower down to very slowly touch the bed with my nipples for 8 minutes. This will be very challanging, for longer than 2 min drives me crazy. We shall see how long I manage
Both very nice things to do.
the teasing session was nice.. he nor really asks for true answers, how I really feel. this helps a lot. no wonder ;-) nippels 5 min was long enough. i laid a towel underneath, its roughness was wonderfully teasing, dremingly, maybe i do that again. the broomstick was a bit tricky to sit on, finally i laid beside it and THAT was great! humping my wet labia and clit was delicious. we even managed to give him a look by webcam. alsthough the next days I will not do so. it distracts my attention too much. nevertheless is was a nice experience for both of us.