Over 24 days of orgasm denial, and counting
I last cum over 24 days ago--and that was only once, after not cumming for weeks. So I've waited to build up an enormous amount of pent up sexual energy before posting here. Been furiously horny the past week, and absolutely desperate for an ejaculation since day 19. So on day 19 I finally begged "Please let me cum. PLEASE!" for a chance to cum. I was asked if I'd like to be allowed to stroke and eager said yes, assuming this meant stroking leading slowly but surely all the way to ejaculation. I was let out of chastity and assigned a 2 dozen edges just shy of ejaculation, followed by slow, "guided masturbation" stroking, and finally glans massage. Because I have been able to cum from touching only the glans in the past, I was granted permission to cum if I could ejaculate from glans massage alone, or else be locked back in the belt. I got thisclose to orgasm, probably 98% of the way to ejaculation, but it was not quite enough to cum.
So...I'm left wondering, do I get to cum? How, exactly? When? I'm really quite desperate to cum already, and my balls have been aching for over 2 days now, but can probably handle a little more edging, teasing & denial, etc. if I'm told I WILL get to cum, not just "might get to cum" or "will get to have lots of fun stroking" which would probably mean stroking shy of ejaculation.
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25+ days denial. 15 glorious strokes, as long as I don't cum
Over 25 long, rock HARD, 100% FULLY ERECT and throbbing, intensely sexually frustrating days now since I last got to cum. My balls ache worse than ever in my life--ever since yesterday morning. As a result, I did not edge very much yesterday. Late evening I dared to ask permission to stroke all the way to ejaculation, primarily due to the ongoing testicular ache. It felt like I could cum in 5 strokes. I was allowed to caress my scrotum for a few minutes. This exquisite touching felt FANTASTIC despite my aching balls! Yet I knew I probably couldn't cum from the scrotal massage alone, and that proved to be the case. My buddy asked permission to stroke, since we're supportively encouraging each other to safely avoid ruining everything with 5 seconds of ejaculatory bliss. I allowed him 15 glorious strokes, as long as he didn't cum. (We MUST warn each other if there is any danger of unauthorized ejaculation and are REQUIRED to submit in advance any requests for a possible chance to cum) Then I was given permission to stroke! I got to do 7 delightful, delicious, strokes before STOP was called--but it was not enough to cum. By then my testicles hurt sooo badly I wanted to ejaculate NOW, despite being dead tired past midnight. Evidently my body's urge for sleep was greater than its insistent urge to cum, because somehow I managed to fall asleep rock hard, with 25 days' of cum churning in my scrotum. Forgot to urinate before going to sleep. So I woke up today with a powerfu, throbbing morning wood piss hardon. My bursting bladder outweighed my desire to stroke it, however. By the time the erection went down enough for me to urinate, it was time for me to head out the door...