How did I get here??

Hi,

I've just discovered this site, and I'm really pleased to be here. I'm a little disoriented, too....meeting up with a community of people who share some of the same passions that I have secretly held for most of my life. You women are really an inspiration! Whew.

I began masturbating with a little friend, before puberty. We'd lie on our two beds on sleepovers and masturbate together, telling each other what we were doing. My friend liked when we both orgasmed together, but even at that age I remember actually "faking" orgasms because prolonging the intense urge was so powerful, I didn't want to cum.

As I entered puberty and continued to masturbate, I continued to 'edge', but in actual sex, the notion of tease and denial never occurred to me--I guess we were too busy "performing". But that changed in college

I met a girl who did light porn modeling, and also modeling for art classes. She asked me to come along to model for an art class, and I said sure. We stripped in front of about twenty men and women, and held still for an hour and a half, changing poses now and then. After it was over, we walked around naked looking at the drawings of ourselves. We virtually ran home to have sex, and I was naked and in bed first. Chrissie crawled in on top of me, still half dressed, and sitting across my legs, did a slow strip-tease.

Very slow. Hours. I was so excited!! An erection the whole time, as she kissed, brushed, and gave me the slightest peeps at her body. I was crawling out of my skin to touch her, but every time I reached, she batted me away until I lay there surrendered. I'll never forget when she finally took one breast out of her bra and brushed it across my face, down my stomach, and along my cock!

Finally, she held my cock and placed it between her labia. I tried to thrust, and gain, she restrained me. A little farther, and again, she threatened to leave if I didn't behave. Perhaps a half an hour later, I was fully inside her, feeling the contractions of her pussy after she brought herself to multiple climaxes with her finger rubbing her clit. She told me not to cum, and I didn't.

After she was satiated, she got up and had a bite to eat, while I lay in bed. I started to stroke myself, but she saw and yelled to me to stop that! After she was done eating, she came over and began to tease my cock with her fingers and tongue....and then she slipped her finger in my ass and my whole world exploded. It felt so good, and I clenched her hard. She slowly slipped in and out, and, feeling her finger sliding out, I would beg her not, but she would take it all the way out, and tease me for the longest time before exploding me again with the full power of her finger muscle inside me.

She began sucking my cock and fingering me, and soon I was delirious. I honestly don't remember if I came or not....by then it didn't matter.

For whatever reason, she left in a couple of days, and it was a long time before I met anyone like her. Although the women I was attracted to were more and more sexually dominant, they were still pretty close to "normal". I'll post more as I have time...nice to meet you all! (riversocean@gmail.com)