Induced insanity
Do any of you females fantasize about being denied and edged to the point of literally losing your mind (logical cognitive function)?
Please, I'd like to know if there are such extremists in our midst.
~ Delayer
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I did, to begin with!
When my Owner first started enforcing denial a couple of years back, I was unused to it and had been masturbating and orgasming about 3 times a day since I was a teenager. After nearly a month of not orgasming, I was so desperate, it just took over everything else. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't work, I couldn't study, it was all I could think about. I got very depressed and tearful and thought that if I couldn't orgasm I would literally lose my mind. Eventually I gave in and begged him for an orgasm, and when he saw the effect it was having on me, he gave in and allowed me to orgasm.
I definitely am not someone who would like to repeat that experience, but my Owner enjoyed pushing me to that limit, for sure.
chastity xxx
I certainly fantasize about
I certainly fantasize about it. I believe that it would not be overly practical though, but that doesn't stop the fantasies.
Thank you chastity, for your
Thank you chastity, for your experience. It is one of our deepest human needs, isn't it? Interesting.
And to "waiting"...you are correct. I am, of course, discussing a fantasy mindset here.
Thanks for your respective comments.
~ Delayer
I fantasize about it a lot, I
I fantasize about it a lot, I would like someone to push my limits to see what happens, not that I've ever lasted beyond 2 weeks lol
I'm certain there are those
I'm certain there are those around here willing to help you...teeezeme.
Deepest Needs?
Perhaps. But we can certainly be trained out of the habit. Since then I have become accustomed to being denied for much longer periods. I have to say that I do smirk a bit now when I remember how desperate I was after just one month! I think the 'insanity' period is much stronger to begin with, maybe in the first year.
chastity xxx
One day, my sub was house sitting...
I gave her an assignment of edging before leaving any and every room in the house.
Later, I "relaxed" the rules by saying that she could postpone her edges, but she had to edge the SQUARE of the total.
So... if she was caught up, once to leave the room, or postpone.
If she wanted to catch up in the next room, that's 2... 2 times 2 is 4, otherwise
in order to leave the third room all caught up, 3 times 3 is 9.
She was already in several weeks of denial and this pushed her over the edge into tears and not wanting to edge for me when I called. I finally, finally let her cum. I don't think we'll ever go that intense again. It was too far.
Interesting
Keep those experiences coming...