Decision
I think I've decided... I'm going to go with the drill-down method. I've gotten so frustrated the last 24 hours, I can't even edge like I used to anymore. I get so close I can't even ride it anymore, I have to slow waaaay down until I'm at almost a hair trigger and have to either stop or ruin it. I think my body is telling me I'm ready! That's probably why I'm so hooked on the ruined ones, my body wants orgasm so badly it'll take a ruined one, but it's not enough so it wants more so quickly.
So I'll start drawing and doing some marathon sessions, I can 'legally' cum in just a few days that way. I can't draw if I hit a no-touch, but that will give me an excuse to work on some other projects around the house for a while.
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I know what you mean. It's be
I know what you mean. It's been hard for me today to keep riding the edge, though probably because I pushed this pretty intensely earlier and maybe also because I missed my last ration. This is the most sexually aroused I've ever been in my life for such a long time. I wonder if you get that joker as you drill down if you'll then go back to playing it slow.
Another decision
Your ruined orgasm experience, combined with the account of Sir and Slut have caused me to consider ending my orgasm rationing on the last weekend of this month with serial ruins. I'm thinking of a goal of at least 50 over the weekend. With all this sexual energy built up and my body begging for multiples I love the idea of going over and over again while still remaining sexually charged. Actually, instead of depressed I think it will put me in a very good mindset to end this month on.
I would highly recommend that
I would highly recommend that experiment, even after my experience this afternoon. Definitely take it slow when you start out. Slow down and listen for every sensation as you feel the orgasm start to approach. There's several signals to watch for, and each one will produce a different sensation when you stop there. Explore all of them, and try not to go beyond the actual start of the orgasm, unless you want to try experiencing the more draining kind.
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Jester, a fool trapped in the body of a genius.
Although...
I really must be a glutton for punishment. I'm sorta considering the idea of having another fully ruined orgasm. It sure leaves me spent, but I'm fascinated nonetheless. I actually did get a few moments of near orgasmic pleasure at the start, then it came crashing down like a ton of bricks. So feel free to experiment if you really want to.
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Jester, a fool trapped in the body of a genius.