Blog update - in denial

I actually don't know how long since my last orgasm. I'm sure I must have had one since last update 2 weeks ago, but if I did, it was at my own hand, and a ruined org. I'll have to look back to see when the last "sanctioned" orgasm was.

Thanks all for reassuring comments on the "No rest for the wicked" thread. I get needy when horny. Sorry...

BF did a fabulously taunting tease Friday night, but when he fucked me at the end, he had an orgasm. Then golf, rugby & garden Saturday took his attention; and a few thoughtless comments sent my overly-sensitive spirits plummeting. So I wasn't very horny Saturday. Well, I was horny... but not interested in indulging. Had trouble talking myself out of feeling ...whatever this is. Oh well. I think I become hyper-sensitive when I am this horny.

Friday night he was very, very horny and wooed me wonderfully. Then when he started playing with me, he began deliberately keeping me high and NOT giving me "enough" direct stimulation. His thumb was more anally active than recent years. He had me in a cycle where I was sort of being "forced" onto his thumb gradually more and more if I wanted to actually get the clitoral stimulation I was craving.

It was fabulously horny-making and frustrating, slightly painful/arousing at the same time. I never did get to the edge even. Then he sent me out of the room to do stuff i needed to do on the computer. But he kept coming in every 15 minutes or so to get me going again and make me suck his cock. He was delighting in keeping me high. That was pretty amazing. I wrote a story 7-8 years ago that had that in it, so it was a bit of fantasy coming true. I keep thinking I'll submit it to bondage.com so if it were to be selected, I could get 3 months free and read all the stories and see all the photos!

He brought me back into the sitting room. He bent me over on the couch and fucked me from behind. It was hurting a little bit, and I think he was getting off on that. Not sure. He'd never admit it. I was sort of changing angles and clenching to keep him from going in so deep. It got better and I got more aroused, but kept moving up to keep the thrusts shallower and suddenly he exploded into me. And kept exploding. He kept saying how good it felt and kept doing those "cum thrusts" that guys do at the end.

When he withdrew, cum poured out of me. I had to sit on a towel for a while. I could feel it leaving me. A while later when I went to the toilet, MORE spilled out of me. So it must have been a really good one for him. And that would explain (maybe) why he was a bit of an ass Saturday! LOL.

I got no more attention after his orgasm, of course...

Until Sunday... more when i have time.

gnd