Sure enough, I was digging through some old files, and found this old "troll" post I wrote about eight years ago... I used the name "pyrple", and it seems fairly juvenile now. Still a hot idea, though. :)
And for what it's worth, the stuff about my "starting" age, and reading about old chastity devices is mostly true. And getting caught with messy sheets... :P The rest of it's made up though, including my body type and dick size, unfortunately...
I'm 18 now, but I've been masturbating since I was 11. The day after I
discovered what an orgasm was, way back then, my mom found my sheets
soaked in spunk, and told me not to do that any more. But it felt so good
I just couldn't, and eventually she just gave up on me.
Something of what she'd told me must have stuck, though. About the time I
was 13, I was reading a book which had a section on Victorian anti-sex
devices, made of steel with nasty, sharp spikes inside them. It made me
feel very strange, but incredibly aroused, to think that people used to
force their sons and daughters to wear those, and how they must have been
in a constant state of arousal and frustration.
It was around that time that I got into seriously torturing myself,
bringing myself to the edge of orgasm again and again each night, and then
leaving my cock aching and throbbing. I'd go for weeks at a time, where
previously I'd be jerking myself off every night. It added a whole new
dimension to my pleasure, suffering like that for so long. And when I
felt like I just couldn't stand it any more, I'd let loose and open the
floodgates. Surprisingly, I've never had a wet dream, no matter how long
I've punished myself for. And I've always had a lot of stamina, sometimes
taking an hour or more of full-on stroking before I get there.
Anyway, I decided to really push the envelope. For my 16th birthday, I
milked myself dry, spending the whole night cumming as many times as I
could manage. That was the last time - over two and a half years ago! I
have a girlfriend now, and she's totally into making me suffer while
giving her all the pleasure she wants. She does want me to cum a lot more
often when this period of starvation is over. I want to get to 1000 days,
although she's said she might push me to a full 3 years.
Part of me is going insane - well, has been for the last couple of years.
But another part of me wants the suffering to never end. I'm constantly
aroused in one way or another. If my cock isn't jutting out like a steel
bar, crying precum, my nipples are hard as marbles. I sometimes feel like
my back teeth are swimming in cum. I think I must have leaked gallons of
precum by now...
I'm really thin and short, for a guy, but I've always had a bigger than
average cock, and a heavy ball sac. When I'm soft, I'm about 7 inches, by
1.5 thick. When I'm hard, I'm almost 10 inches, by 2 thick.
One of the things I love about my anatomy is that I can suck about half of my
cock into my own mouth without too much trouble. I can give myself head
for hours, backing off when I get too close, and tasting the salty precum
drooling from my aching cock. My girlfriend loves to watch me do that,
and one of our favourite things is for her to get on all fours while I'm
upside down, sucking myself. She'll back up so that I can slip my cock
into her, and alternate between fucking her and sucking myself. If I
really stretch, I can lick her clit while I'm fucking her. Nothing turns
me on more than that.
I think I'm also somewhat bisexual. I'd love to suck another big cock
like mine, and have it spunk all over me, while my own prick throbs
painfully, wanting some attention. My girlfriend has said she'd love to
make me watch another guy getting off with her, and for me to help them
both get off while I stew in my own juices.
Lately, we've been experimenting with sensory deprivation on top of the
orgasm deprivation. My girlfriend has told me to handle myself as little
as possible. I try to only handle the base of my shaft when I pee, and
when I'm hard I have to keep my hands well away. She makes me give her
oral sex most nights while we do this. After a few weeks of it, I just
about jump out of my skin when she strokes my hard-on teasingly with her
clothes. Eventually she'll slide my cock along her cleavage and then
swallow me. It's pure bliss.
When we're playing, she also likes to punch and kick me in the nuts as
hard as she can when she thinks I'm getting too close. It's pretty
intense, and sends me deep into head space, but I have to admit, I like
her doing that to me.
I really can't believe it's been this long. As I write this, my cock
feels like solid granite, pushing up my shorts like a tent pole. I really
will be glad to cum whenever my girlfriend decides I should. She's
never seen me cum, and I've almost forgotten what it feels like. But I do
want to at least get to 1000 days. My extreme masochism is just about at