male denial, solo male

Well, I was so horny last night I was just about climbing the walls. I was stuck on no-touch for the day. And that meant really no-touch! No humping things either. I was tempted to invoke the Lawyer Rule (my unwritten rule that says, "If you encounter a situation which the rules are unclear on, make something up.") when someone asked me just what 'no-touch' meant, but to be fair, I stuck with no-touch meaning truly no touching. ("Good boy" said aforementioned person, echoing similar sentiments I had used towards others in chat ^_^)

I had to do something about it though. And that something was to watch porn. If I'm going to be horny, I may as well deserve it! And it made the horniness so much more intense it was almost enjoyable!

Well, I spent my second blue chip, and now I'm sorry, just like I knew I'd be.

I brought myself to the edge, as close as I could manage, and slowed down until I was barely touching. I kept it up for 15 minutes at least. My body was going "WHAT ARE YOU DOING JUST A LITTLE MORE OMG", but it felt wonderful!

Of course, now I have no teasing sessions left and I'm horny as hell. My dick is tingling, and while it's unbelievably frustrating it also feels really good at the same time.

Such is the paradox of denial.

Well, my idea of being on no-touch on Sunday didn't hold up. I used the shower tease on myself last night, focusing on the spot just under my head. It's a good spot for teasing; I get worked up but rarely can cum that way. But this time was different. I felt myself getting closer and closer. I was writhing and squirming in the tub, my arousal so high yet rising so excruciatingly slowly. I could feel the orgasm approaching, and considered ruining it, but I decided that getting off this way was such a rare treat that I let myself go. It was one of the most pleasurable orgasms I've had in a while.

So I'm taking a break from the game for a couple days; I wanted a little time after my last game to have some real orgasms just to remind myself what they're like. I'll start again on Monday.

I really am a freak... I gave myself a ruined orgasm this morning with absolutely no need. I'm just wondering what having a full one later will be like after that.

I bought a set of poker chips that I can use to keep track of how many sessions I have to do when I start the game again. Totally unnecessary, but it makes it more fun to have an actual physical chip I can use to 'buy' a play session. It's like having a real deck of cards instead of using a random number generator on a computer.

Friday, 6:30am

So it's the first draw today, and it was the six of clubs. Six 1-10minute, non-edging teasing sessions, and no other touching. I woke up horny so I did the first one right away. It felt really nice, a really tantalizing tease that left me wanting more when my ten minutes were up. But I wanted to save them for later, so I didn't use another one. I now have 5 left.

9am

Oh god, I woke up with a raging hardon. I was so horny, I just had to take my second session! It felt to so good but left me wanting more!

~12pm

Got myself good and horny strategizing game logistics, so I went in the shower and gave myself #3 with the showerhead. I set two alarms on my phone, one to start and one to stop. When the start alarm went off, I started spraying under my head, enjoying a very nice tease, not quite enough to get to the edge, which makes it perfect for this. Felt nice and tingly. Then the alarm went off. I had a sneaking suspicion, but god forbid I do more tease than I'm allowed, so I stopped, ending session #3. I checked the phone, and sure enough I was right. The start alarm had auto-snoozed itself and gone off again after only 6 minutes! Denied! 4 minutes of play lost forever!

Wow, what a wild ride!

I just had my first orgasm in *thinks* 16 days. I wouldn't call it the best one of my life... but it was pretty intense!

This game lasted quite a bit longer than I expected. It didn't help that the joker turned out to be way down in the bottom of the deck. I was counting on statistics to be on my side, and naturally they weren't.

The first week was some of the most fun I've had in years. The second week was fun, but was starting to get tedious. So whichever game I play next, I'll be aiming in the general area of 7-10 days. Judging from others' comments here, that seems to be about the average ideal.

So there were only 5 cards left in the deck, and unless one of them was an ace it meant that I could cum tonight after finishing my tasks!

So, the draws so far:
* An 8 -- 8 Edges
* The joker -- Almost all the way at the bottom! This was an immediate re-draw
* A 3 -- 3 edges
* A 6 -- 6 edges
* A jack -- 30 minure play session

So far I've completed all of the above except for the jack... in the past hour. 17 edges! I'm taking a moment to rest, and to update everyone on where I stand.

In about half an hour of playing, I'll be cumming!

Well, the burn-down commenced in earnest this morning. Here's today's draws:

* Red 6. 6 edge maximum. That was the 'official' card. I did that last night, had a ruined orgasm, and went to bed
* Red 5. 5 edge maximum. Did that early this morning and ended with a ruin.
* Black 2. 2 edge minimum. Did that a few hours after the previous ruin, but didn't end with another one so I'd be ready for the next cards
* Red 3. 3 edge max. Did that just now, no ruin
* Red 4. 4 edge max. Did that just now, no ruin
* Black 10. Free play, though I forgot it at the time! Did 10 edges, followed by a ruined orgasm. And thank god for that...

Wow. An introductory essay, a guide to ruined orgasms, advice on post-orgasmic letdown, two card games (and another in the works), and a story/mock game to go with them. I'm well on my way to writing the definitive guide to T&D without even trying! ;)

So, today I had an hour and a half session minimum. I finished that without much difficulty, ending it with a ruined orgasm. I woke up horny and gave myself another one. Then, just for fun, I drew an extra card, and it was another king, this time red. An hour and a half of tease, followed by no touch. I did the hour and a half, 45 of which was spent in one session, pretty much riding the edge the whole time. (Though not one single edge) I ended with a nice, relaxing ruined orgasm. I finally had to impose a new rule: No more ruined orgasms until I finish my daily 'tasks'!

So anyway, tonight's draw is...

So I tried giving myself another ruined orgasm Monday night, the fully ruined kind. I knew what to expect this time so it wasn't the letdown that it was last night. It was more enjoyable. I got that nice pre-orgasmic rush, but this time it wasn't such a shock when it took the wind from my sails. It left me with a sorta quiet, peaceful feeling, with some of the tension relieved.

I woke up with a raging hardon a few hours later. I tried to give myself another one, but my body wasn't ready for another orgasm just yet.