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So today around 3 pm central I ordered a CB-6000s, for those that don't know this is the smaller version of the cb-6000. This will be my first chastity device or indeed actual sex toy I own. I payed for 1 day shipping so hopefully it is here tomorrow. They already have it registered as leaving and it's shipping from only one state away. I'm pretty excited about getting it, I can't wait to try it on and see what it feels like. I am currently single so I was thinking about ways to restrain myself from just taking it off, I thought about leaving it in my work locker and only getting it out the next time I go into work.

For those who enjoy a little geekery with their T/D. This is F/m, and there actually is some relief from the torment, but it's quite a hot story, I thought.

It definitely appeals to my inner geek to try to create a machine that, through biofeedback alone, could do something like this. But, of course, for the purpose of torturing women, though it sure might be fun to be strapped into such a contraption myself as well.

Hi everyone, this is something like introducing myself, since this is my first real blog entry after a long time lurking. Denial is a long time fun for me, which is usually used to be self denial, sometimes my GF get the taste of this and causes me a few days of real fun, but thats not the tipical case. On Wednesday I placed my beloved little ring piercing in it's place, and this process used to harm the skin there a bit, so I used to give a few days of rest for him, for practical reasons, but now I decided it will last a bit longer :-)It's been five days ago, and it was actually a no touch, but I don't think seriously, that I can resist touching longer, so perhaps the harder period will start soon.

Well, Anna got me back with her own unique tease. It started out with her teasing me about having an ice lolly. She pointed out that she was having something that I wanted, and how familiar that sounded.

Being the tease-lover I am, I requested that she tease me the same way the next time she got to cum. Which, as it turned out, she was planning on having after finishing the ice lolly. Which led to both of us teasing together, with the intention that she would tease herself for as long as she could, then finally cum, while I only got to edge.

She then got the brilliant idea of seeing how many times she could cum before I couldn't stand to tease myself anymore. I told her to go for it. And boy was that a fun tease! I got to sit and watch helplessly as she brought herself to orgasm over and over, while I kept myself at the edge the whole time. She of course teased me (playfully) about getting to cum, when all I could do was edge. I kept myself at the edge for half an hour, and she came 3 times.

The Choice

"You ready?" she asked teasingly, proudly displaying her naked figure in front of her husband.

"I've been ready for over two weeks!" he replied. He was smiling profusely, anticipating what was about to come. They had been playing orgasm denial games for some months now, taking turns denying each other an orgasm. Right now it was her turn to deny him, and he had been without an orgasm for 10 days now.

When asked how long he would be denied for, she casually replied, "Oh, about two weeks or so." About two weeks. A nice, vague timetable. He would know when the day was approaching, but could never be sure exactly when it would be.

Well, I was doing my last edge, teasing myself as much as I could. I was using my usual technique of slowing down just at the edge of orgasm, with just a single finger and almost no movement. But I was trying something different this time.

I've discovered a lot of little subtleties to my sexual responses. The various sensations that I feel as I approach orgasm. There's one sensation that I feel when the orgasm is close. There's another when it's about to start. Another one just as the orgasm is starting, right around the point of no return. And there's one more, similar to the last one, where I can actually feel the cum starting to flow. This is the one I was flirting with tonight.

I'm a 30-year old straight male, and fascinated by orgasm denial. I've just started getting back into practicing it myself after several years of regular orgasm.

I've had a little 'help' (or not) in the form of medication, specifically Paxil, which I take for anxiety. It makes it difficult (sometimes even impossible) to orgasm sometimes, though usually I can manage with enough effort. It's easier after not coming for a few days, though that's not the reason I'm into OD. I was into OD long before the meds, for its own sake, just because it's fun!

I wanted to introduce myself here and found this letter that I sent to a lover a few years ago while we were still in first throes of passion. I think it serves as introduction enough. Maybe some like-minded soul here will get to read it.

Today you told me not to caress myself – and though I tried to provoke you with my texts I obeyed.
But I am too distracted and tired to work so I thought I would write down some elements of my submissive fantasies to help guide you when dominate and tease me. I don’t really need to guide you because ever since I have known you I have only had to think of a fantasy or position and you have already done it. And when I am being submissive I like to follow your initiative rather than make to many suggestions. Sexually you are so telepathically in tune my desires. I have dreamt for so long about finding a woman whose desires match my own, who likes to tie and tease but also be tied and teased. I’m still learning to cope with the sense of joy and wonder that you bring into my life. I know that reading this will turn you on. You can either read it in one go – or one line every day. I will send it to you next time that we can’t see each other for a few days – so you will have sometime to think over and distract yourself.

Hello everybody!
For everyone who could possibly remember, I disappeared (or tried to) one day because my then girlfriend/fiancee/better half did not approve of me blogging here. By the way, she's now my wife/mistress.
What has changed? Not much really. I am just writing an idea (with her consent to share this idea with whomever might be interested) that had been put to good use in our relationship.
The idea is pretty simple: I am not allowed to have orgasms until I get promoted at my job! (and a minimal pleasure gaing) It has been 4 and a half months so far since I last experienced the full blown orgasm. That does not mean I have gone this far without release though, but release does not come in the orgasm way. We have tried a couple of times slow masturbation until I would ejaculate without pelvic contractions, and never once been successful, both times ending with a ruined orgasm. We have tried anal sex towards me and prostate stimulation/milking, and ended the same way. I'm sure we are not doing it right, but we won't be trying that again (she does not like it). Naturally there is automatic sleep release (happened only once if I am correct). Plus she has made me come in my sleep a few times, but I am not really sure when because we (well the idea was mine, implementation could not be) have a system to prevent me from knowing if I really came in my sleep or she is just f*ing with my mind. I have to wear a condom from time to time when going to sleep. I know that I might get a night treat. What happens is: 1) she gives me the night treat and removes the condom; 2) she does not give me the night treat, removes the condom and puts some juice from any (1) occasion condom she has somewhere, so when I wake up I don't know whether the sperm dried on my penis is from current or past treat. 3) the condom just stays on; 4) the condom just comes off; 5) no condom at all, just she making me come; but in 3 and 4 I know nothing had happened, and 5 is pretty similar to 2 if she wants to. That's f*ing with my mind too. Such nights are carefully chosen, when I'm tired and she's rested. Maybe I even had a drink or two.