male denial, bi male

I last cum over 24 days ago--and that was only once, after not cumming for weeks. So I've waited to build up an enormous amount of pent up sexual energy before posting here. Been furiously horny the past week, and absolutely desperate for an ejaculation since day 19. So on day 19 I finally begged "Please let me cum. PLEASE!" for a chance to cum. I was asked if I'd like to be allowed to stroke and eager said yes, assuming this meant stroking leading slowly but surely all the way to ejaculation.

Hi,

I've just discovered this site, and I'm really pleased to be here. I'm a little disoriented, too....meeting up with a community of people who share some of the same passions that I have secretly held for most of my life. You women are really an inspiration! Whew.

I began masturbating with a little friend, before puberty. We'd lie on our two beds on sleepovers and masturbate together, telling each other what we were doing. My friend liked when we both orgasmed together, but even at that age I remember actually "faking" orgasms because prolonging the intense urge was so powerful, I didn't want to cum.

As I entered puberty and continued to masturbate, I continued to 'edge', but in actual sex, the notion of tease and denial never occurred to me--I guess we were too busy "performing". But that changed in college

I entered into my first real cyber controlled relationship. I am now under control of Sir. My master is coming to Israel for 2 weeks and I am his to control. This is the first real time i have entered into somethig which may be long term.
Sir and Ma'am are coming out to visit and I am being controlled and denied.
I am not sure yet what Sir has in mind for me, but i know Ma'am is also being controlled, so I think and hope he will be using me as an extenstion of his will to help control Ma'am, and have Ma'am control and use me as Sir sees fit.

Sir has already had me deny myself on several occastions, bringing me close to cumming, then having me stop, hit my self, then do it again.

Sure enough, I was digging through some old files, and found this old "troll" post I wrote about eight years ago... I used the name "pyrple", and it seems fairly juvenile now. Still a hot idea, though. :)

And for what it's worth, the stuff about my "starting" age, and reading about old chastity devices is mostly true. And getting caught with messy sheets... :P The rest of it's made up though, including my body type and dick size, unfortunately...

Hi.

I'm 18 now, but I've been masturbating since I was 11. The day after I
discovered what an orgasm was, way back then, my mom found my sheets

I was browsing around some story sites tonight, and amazingly I came across four of my old favorites, that I'd wanted to find for years. They are my fantasies (possibly the most riveting ones I've ever had) and are reported as another's reality. Although the thought scares me sometimes, deep down I think this is the kind of teasing I truly want.

In lieu of paraphrasing what these fantasies have said, let me instead quote my highlighted favorites from the two which are written as "advice" for others. (The final two are written as experiences of scenes the couple enjoyed.) The quoted bits are emphasized, and the regular text is my commentary, where I have something to say.

Briefly there have been some very good recent experiences that I want to remember. I find myself back on another business trip this week, hornier than I can remember being in a long time. This is not due to any abnormal amount of masturbation (there has been plenty of that for a long time...) but rather due to a fantastic experience last night where (somewhat unexpectedly) my girlfriend and I had some amazingly great sex. What made it so amazingly great was that she really got off on it (twice) and I did not and she remarked how much she enjoyed the fact that I was so obviously still aroused. The sex yesterday was very, very clearly intended for her pleasure; we had just come from the shower (one of my favorite times for sexual activity) and I started kissing her lightly, then going down on her, and soon she ordered me into her.

I have a confession to make. I really like this notion of playing "games" to provide a controlled randomization to our sexual variety. Or in not such an analytical tone, mixing it up a little by creating sexy scenarios is really hot. There were two new things today: a box full of "punishments" (or more accurately, consequences) and the count of fallen petals from a bouquet of two dozen roses.

It was mutually decided recently by my girlfriend and I that the box full of consequences is a lottery I'll have to draw from if I have an accidental orgasm. The consequences are pretty arbitrary and range from romantic gestures such as the purchase of jewelry for my beloved, to corporal punishments with various instruments, to flat-out monetary fines, and other things. (Sidenote: write more about the monetary fines; they were actually my idea, but pose an inherent awkwardness to my personal values that both turns me on and makes me uncomfortable at the same time.)

I don't really have too much to write about tonight...although that's a lie, of course I do. It's late, though, and I haven't the presence of mind to think about it in too much depth right now. There's been some ups and downs lately revolving around general sexual activity, but as is usually the case, it all boils down to communication. Sometimes, even with an amazing and endlessly accepting partner, I still find it inexplicably difficult to express wants and needs, especially when it comes to sexual things. I don't really know why that is, but it's frustrating and is something I should think more about.

Lately I've been feeling very sexual. Naturally, I'm usually horny and feeling like I'm interested in sex and sexual activity, but I've been doing the thing where I'm simply walking down the street and begin fantasizing about sex acts with the attractive female strangers who walk by. This is striking because I'm usually more gender-neutral in my desires, but this most recent rash of sexual fantasies has been entirely focused on women either dominating me or being dominated by me.

I have a couple of explanations for this. Of course, it should be noted that my last orgasm has now been about a week ago, which is exactly the time frame that I've been remaining chaste lately. But this is nothing new and I don't think makes a difference in this case.