female denial, solo female

Link:

http://www.literotica.com/s/allowed-to-cum

A very interesting find. Check it out if you have the time.
A sub girl thanks her dom and records it online.

The part on love first, since it isn't icky. My denial and teasing are completely a solo thing, entirely self-chosen and self-enforced (to recap, this is day 30 and I'm going for 90.) But I find that my sense of empathy deepens during periods of orgasm denial, and I tend to feel love and compassion and affection for all the people I generally feel love and compassion and affection for, but even more deeply than usual. I'm suspect that orgasm denial increases my oxytocin levels, which if so, is probably the cause of the heightened empathy.

Anyone else have issues with pissing after edging?

I know this isn't exactly sexy or erotica, but I find myself unable to, y'know, go after I edge. No matter how badly I may have to go. Also irritating is the fact that needing to go kills my arousal completely. I'll be in the middle of edging and the slightest pressure on my bladder makes me completely cooled off. I go to relieve myself so I can continue and I can't go.

It's driving me slightly crazy, since the meds still have me with barely any sex drive.

Does this happen to anyone else?

I decided to try writing a blog in the middle of this experience. Here goes. What I've done so far before I started writing this: put a slice of ginger root on my clit, which burned for about 20 minutes, then put a vibrator on my clit for an hour. For the first half of that hour, I also played with and clamped my nipples. I've been fooling around with these hair clips, the kind that are like two curved wide-tooth combs (about a centimeter between the teeth) that are brought together by a spring clip. The teeth of the combs interlock if there's nothing between them.

So, I'm a week into my three months of denial. Life has been pretty busy lately, but I'm generally able to find the time to tease myself for at least half an hour every night. I generally don't follow any specific teasing regimen during my periods of denial, just whenever, however I feel like it (and can find the time.)

Know I haven't posted here in a long, long time but, hi again. I post very sporadically. So it goes.

Happy Autumn, everyone! (Posting a day late, technically, I know.) For some time, now, I've been thinking about doing some longer-term orgasm denial than my usual. The longest I've gone in recent memory was Lent (46 days.) So, I figure I'll take Autumn off this year. My next orgasm will be on the Winter Solstice (Global Orgasm for Peace Day!)