female denial, solo female

Insomnia

Sometimes the urge to masturbate makes it hard to sleep. Not that sleeping is an especial talent of mine to begin with, so I can't blame it entirely on my sexual suppression. I discovered today that with my pussy being as sensitive as it is, the bumps and vibrations of a car can provide a lot of stimulation. I take care to continue sitting in the same position I would otherwise, not adjusting to give myself more or less stimulation, just accepting whatever stimulation I receive. It's an interesting little incidental tease, something unavoidable, over which I have no control.

Beginning of Spring

Spring is finally here. I'm abstaining from masturbation for the duration of the season. The only stimulation my pussy will get this spring will be from ginger root for two hours a week. I did 20 minutes of that last night, and I'm in the middle of doing at least 40 minutes right now. Trying to decide if I should go longer. I'm not sure which is worse (better?): completing the required time in long stretches so the ginger has ample time to work its aphrodisiac magic, or spacing it out into shorter stretches and then having to experience it more frequently.

Kundalini Experience

I write about this sort of thing here because I don't recognize any delineation between sacred and profane.

Reading Erotica

Reading erotica and looking at captioned images is great when I'm doing masturbation denial. It turns me on immensely. but my wet, aching pussy must lie between my open legs with no hope of receiving the stimulation it craves while I read about slutty sex slaves getting stimulation and even orgasm. All I get is the chance to tweak my nipples, at least. I have my breasts exposed, hanging out through the sides of my wifebeater. Hence they are easily accessible.

Delightfully Difficult

I knew this would be a challenge, but only three days in and already I'm sorely tempted whenever I have some time alone at home. I'm doing my second 20-minute ginger session right now. Either I'm particularly sensitive today or the ginger root I bought the other day is particularly good, because it burns like a motherfucker. I was already quite horny and I can feel the ginger feeding off that desire and magnifying it. I finished my 20 minutes and ate the piece of ginger root afterwards, just for good measure.

Confession

I had planned on giving up all sexual stimulation for Lent, 46 days of no touch. I failed four days in. Not only did I masturbate, but I even let myself cum. Despite being deeply disappointed in myself, it felt delightfully naughty to be breaking Lent. So I kept doing it. But now, I think the time has come to repent and prescribe an appropriate act of penance for myself. No touch has always been harder for me than tease and denial. Which is, of course, all the more reason to gain some much needed practice at it.

Orgasm Denial and Exercise?

Hello everyone! I'm quite new to tantalism in the terms of posting, though I've been lurking for pretty long time. :)

Inflation: Day 24 update

Those of you who have been following my little game may recall that last time I posted, I was trying to draw out the teasing leading up to my daily edge, to test the theory that by increasing the period of stimulation, I'd be better able to say no to an orgasm when the moment of decision arrived. I'm pleased to report that my theory seems to be well supported!

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