Female denial

I hope you enjoy,

I am once again seeking one who craves this and is willing to manage her fears, do what is required, and looks forward to a whole new level of existing.

Serious inquiries only, please.

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I was thinking today, when I should have been working, about switch specific fantasies. I used to belong to Natalie Demore’s Bondage Orgasms, which I think is an awesome site. One of the themes she repeats is a scenario where one girl is domming another girl, only to have the situation reversed and she ends up being the one dommed. Essentially, a switch revenge fantasy.
Of course this reminded of a girl I used to date. Okay, not date per se, but play with. She was very pretty and had amazing breasts – just the perfect size, shape and perkiness. Typically, I would bind her hands behind her back and take her over my knee. I’ve spanked a fair number of ladies in my life, but never as hard I would spank her. She loved it. The harder I hit, and the longer I spanked her for the better. Then I would re-bind her to the bed, spread eagle. I usually put clothes pins (pegs) on her nipples. I would tease her a little and edge her, but only a couple of times as I wasn’t as into T&D then as I am now. Then I would make her cum, untie her and have her give me oral sex until I came.

I decided to try some of that lip-plumper lip gloss that my spa sells the other day. I noticed that it made my lips really tingly and kind of tickly/sensitive. So, twisted girl that I am, I thought I would try it on my nipples.

I used to have a Dom who had me under orders to us one of those stiff tongue-cleaning brushes on my nipples twice per day and apply alcohol to them and let them air dry, and I still do this sometimes when I am dressing up to go out. I enjoy feeling that secret undercurrent of sexuality that I used to love when my Dom would direct me to treat my nipples and edge before going out in the world. Then have some task for me to perform while out.

hello everyone. i guess it's proper form to say that i've been around this site for a bit, but am just getting around to saying hi. so, hi everyone!

i figured i would start out my blog with a little narrative about myself. i am a switch. personally, i think switches make the best doms/subs, since we understand the psychology of both. i find that i go through cycles of dominance and submissiveness. right now, i'm cycling dominant. extremely dominant.

i've never had a full on bdsm relationship. i've had girls that wanted to be lightly dominated, spanked a bit, and some that have wanted to be occaisionally dominant. i find bdsm, and lately tease and denial, to be the subject of my masterbation though. always.

As mentioned previously, I run a community, weekly_command on LiveJournal, which gives the female slaves a particular command or task - sometimes an action, sometimes a writing assignment. This week's command is a task, and one which would likely be of interest to readers here, either to complete themselves or as idea fodder for something to use with their subs/slaves:



Find a two-hour period during the week in which you can comply with this command without being interrupted.

Lay naked on your back upon a bed, floor, table, sofa, etc. However, you are to remain on your back for the entirety of the two hours, so choose carefully. There should be a clock nearby - one which you can read in the dark if necessary, as timing is critical.

she suffers, therefore, she exists...

I am the beginning and the end of her suffering...I am the cause of her suffering, therefore, the cause of her existence.

I am the recipient of her suffering - it feeds Me - her need nourishes Me - enthralls Me...

she is that I may be...Me

I find that tons of instructions are a waste of time. I usually only give one instruction. Get your clit as hard as you can for me, without cumming. Then stop.

Simplicity is better sometimes.

I have not talked about my gyno clinic for quit a while. I still have lots of interesting women come in to see me and most are college girls from the nearby university. I love asking them about their sexual activities and listening to some very interesting things. Most seem to talk freely to me about their sex life. Most are single with at least one boy friend. Most masturbate and some play the field. Most like to tease the male students in all kinds of interesting ways.

Last week Susanna came in for an appointment to see me. I am her regular gyno doctor and know about her very active sex life. She has had a few boy friends in the last three years and masturbates from one to several times per day. She is very good looking and sexy as can be. But most of all she love to tease and to enjoy sex.

Things have been very busy with "real life" around here but she still can't be fingering herself to orgasm without my knowledge or blessing. Seems to have been about a week ago. And I was going to pleasure her today, too. Change of plans. So she spent a bunch of time muscles tight like a spring being incredibly slowly stroked and now she sports a tight rubber band on each erect nipple and a generous dose of Tiger Balm down below as regular life resumes. Later a movie with a remote tease, then a fitful sleep and in the am with little people at school the actual punishment: Tweezer clamp on that clitoral pleasure center she abused--now transformed to the source of her pain--and 10 serious strokes of the cane. One for each minute she reports it took her to get herself off. Then I'll take my pleasure as the clamp does its work to make sure my pleasure is equated with her pain. Then I'll go to work.