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NCPS .... thats all i can think about........very engorged and swollen

Mon, 04 Jan 2010 02:14:27 -0800

this is from an chat with madame this morning i was in NYC. i was frozen more to cum i just wanted to share
Kisses licks cuffs and slaps
Lyn

lyn121212: Morning. I am thawed out and very very focused today.
lyn121212: Just very swollen. Very much in need. I laid on my bed in tights on my tummy and I felt my clit against the bed. It is like a penis I thought when a man lays on his stomach. I was able to move in such a way to stimulate my clitty. I wanted to finger myself. I needed to be penetrated right then and there. I started teasing Marcella. I was bad. I licked his thighs and his softmess under his clit. Rubbing my clit on the bed. Jenny I didn't mean to arrouse myselr. And now M. I wanted something. Something more. I wanted to be tied or or slapped. Hurt a little

NCPS. Difficult day

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 11:36:05 -0800

It hasn't even been a week I am now cumming. I am wearing my inflatable panties and nylon tights top and bottom. Madame had me tease myself and stimulate my rear plug. My nipples are throbbing and my clit is engorged. I tapped and slapped my clit. I truly believe I could be so close to cumming that I could leak vaginal cum without orgasm. The Madame had me play on a jar. This is embarrasing but I love to be on my knees on the floor straddeling a jar like a coke bottle The jar is right on the butt plug and I rock back and forth probbing the plug deeper and deeper. I can do this for a long time. Today Madame had me do this for 30 minutes. Non cumming keeps me focused on my clit and nipples and ass. I think about cumming all the time. I am 100% or the time thinking about my sex.

NCPS 100 days continued

Tue, 29 Dec 2009 05:02:22 -0800

Monday. This is day two of non cumming. Madame has been gentile with me to date. My sub ND has been frustrated with me. Then I met a new cyber Mistress GS who started domming me right away. She lives near me a I wasn't thinking I started even disclosing more. Soon I was wrapped up in this new dynamic. She wanted me to be more uncomfortable and called me names. She told me to put on my egg while I was at work and I did. I struggled and did not cum. She continued her assult and I again demanded she get permission from Madame. CS refused. I sent the chatting transcript to Madame so I could do the right thing. She was furious. Very disappointed in me. I was to be punished.

NCPS contract and committment

Sun, 27 Dec 2009 01:49:38 -0800

100 days. That's right. 100days. I won't cum til Easter Monday. April 5th. Why....because I want that. I really don't want 100 days ... I wanted 30. But i was only approved for 100. I accept. This all starts today Sunday or on Monday. It is up to my Madame. I was allowed to cum yesterday. I had my sisified husband service me Which was satisfying. She is a master with her tongue but when she wears the strap on I always orgasm quickly and frequently. Then I planned to go over ND house and forced her to force me to cum. When I got there i realized she is my sub and having her domme be ducked by her wasn't right so I had her dress up

NCPS.........I am a CS

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 01:37:13 -0800

This has been a interesting week so far. On Sunday i was a noncumming slut by monday night i was a cuming slut and tuesday i upset Madame and was directed to dress in my cumming outfit she had me cum .. the i was cuffed to the piano with vaginal egg and butterfly panties and plug. Both were turned on and i was restrained for 45 min and mult orgasms. once freed she had me cumm over and over again. somany time i almost passed out . I will give more details later but i am now a cum slut. I still domme ND but i didnt see her tuesday. Today i will see her early. Her new dress code is double nylons daily and plug and vag egg.

NCPS screws up and is a CS

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 10:02:31 -0800

Oh my how I screwed up. I was on the edge so from the events with ND this weekend. I really thought I deserved to cum. I asked Madame over and over again. She was busy with work. I continue to whine and beg. Madame folds me to strip and dress in in a cum outfit. My egg tights then inflatable plug panties and butterfly panties then corselette. Ivdid the and then for the next 90 minutes I was forced to cum countless times. I couldn't take it any more. I was drained. Pelvic spasms and drenched. She continued her assult after minutes of rest. Again and again I came. I almost passed out. Madame said she is fed up with my begging and told me to be a cum slut on my own with ND.

NCPS sunday the story continues

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 03:27:36 -0800

It is sunday and very snowy out. I was chatting with Madame and she was chatting with ND and somehow I found myself on my way to NDs house. With me I had a small case filled with toys and vibrators and ties and a hood and other things. I had a couple of goals that had been pre determined by Madame. I was to remain non cumming and ND was to cum a half dozen times. I was dressed in skirt double nylons and my dildo latex briefs. I had on a too tight bra that made it inpossible to stimulate my nipples nor my clit. I did have my remote control egg in place prior to putting on the briefs. I was a Non Cumming Plugged Slut. Cumming is filthy and i shall not cum are my mantras.

NCPS continues 2

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 04:44:01 -0800

Well it has been a while since i last wrote. Needless to say it was an unbelievable week. It ended with My madame controlling and domme-ing three sub.

Me Lyn - I am now 14 days with out cumming. I need to cum and i have explained that to my Madame. She has instructed that i stay on the edge so when she want to force me to cum i am ready. I beg her now and again to let me cum. I must admit that i love this. When i dont cum for a while i get very engorged... my nipples are erect and look like my high beems are on. My slit is dripping wet and swollen. It is more swollen than normal because of my style. I dress every day with a vaginal remote control egg, Tights with holes in them to allow for the dildo panties. The seam or the tights is on my clit. Dildo latex panties are really warn every day but most days. Either way i then have on a slightly too small High Waisted Long Leg Panty Girdle that has the bottom flap removed. On days i dont wear the panties my center of my sexual being buldges out of my girdle adding to its engorgement. T then wear a pair of seamed stockings and Very high heels. Frequently a business skirt suit completes the outfit. Oh i forgot....a full cup bra.

NCPS continues

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 04:16:17 -0800

More to cum. I want to see how this works.
I walk in and see ND on her knees rocking with a jar stimulating her anal plug. I am behind ND she hears me but doesnt turn around. I open my case of accessories, kiss her neck and whisper in her ear....you, my love are mine....and put a latex hood on her. and add the blinders. In her mouth i put a ball gag. I looked in my bag and looked at ND. I took out my nipple clamps and gently attached them to their appropriate location on each nipple. Now dont forget... or maybe i havent told you but NB use to domme me is special sessions as directed my Madame. Now i was preparing an assault on her again as directed by my Madame. The whole time i have to remain non cumming. ND was completely in my control. I put on my strap-on .... i lifted the blinders so ND could see what was coming and then i made her suck and soon she was on all fours and i was fucking my once domme ND. WE continued if many different position but here is the main part or this entry. Me wearing latex dildo panties and fucking my once domme ND... I was so close so on the edge . Never had i ever been so close so much needing to cum. I was being forced to cum but denied at the same time. It was fantastic. ND exploded mult times ... she was a cum machine and i was non cumming. I forgot my black berry and was unable to message madame. ND and i used her iphone and felt like teenagers chatting about our first sexual pleasure.

I am a NCPS

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 01:58:21 -0800

My name is Lyn I am a 30 year old female who up until a year ago was a married professional woman. I must admit how board I was. I wasn't enjoying work nor life at home with hubby. I needed more. I found my Madame. I will tell you about my transformation to a NCPS (non cumming plugged slut) in subsequent entries but today I thought I'd introduce my self and talk about the last 24 hours.
Ivwas instructed to go over NDs house. She is a 32 yo domme female who had a GF and sub names AR. AR left and NB was a broken domme. For myself .... Madame reliesed mr to become more domme but I couldn't do it. I needed to be forced non cumming. I needed the occasional forced orgasm. My assignment was to visit ND and make sure she became a submissive non cumming slut. My assignment had me dressed in double layer of nylons.... Pantyhose and stockings ... Latex dildo panties , girdle and nice skirt and top. Sexy heels roped the outfit. I went to NDs and walked in with my key and found ND SITTING ON HER KNEES wearing double nylons and a butt plug. I had my little bag of toys and .......