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So she came twice on Sunday. On Monday she was asking for another. Greedy. Why? Partly because I had her bent over the couch and was fucking her but her request was specific. She wanted to cum at my hand. Just the day before she had held the fancy vibrator on herself and cum while being hit with my belt, and then again while taking me in her mouth but she wanted to feel me do it to her myself. Ok, I tell you here I will give you what you asked for. I will make you cum. But it is going to hurt.

So we're looking seriously into a new purchase: something along these lines: http://www.therimbastore.com/p=7214/7214%20Leather%20Strap%20Style%20Body%20Harness

They have styles that run right through the crotch and also encompass the breasts but I think we're settling on this style because it will leave her available to be, as she so elegantly put it, "messed with" while she wears it. One of the key ideas here, though, is to have her wear it under her clothes. Leather straps holding her body. My leather straps. Under her clothes. The children don't need to see her kneeling and naked but she will feel my straps on her body, holding her (my) body, binding her (my) body, possessing her. You get the idea.

She is now allowed (required, even) to beg for her orgasms: "Please spank me with your belt so I can cum. Please spank me with your belt so I can cum. Please spank me with your belt so I can cum. . ."

So I wonder how this will go. We are starting an experiment to condition t to associate my belt, and being spanked with it, with her orgasm. Over the next few weeks I will spank her bare bottom with the belt a few times per week, each time allowing her to simultaneously masturbate to orgasm. She is not generally allowed to touch herself otherwise and it is the only way/time I will allow her to cum. Each time she gets spanked with the belt she will cum by her own hand and each time she cums by her own hand she will be getting spanked with the belt.

I am not setting expectations, really--it will be interesting to see whether I can create any automatic associations, like arousal at the site of the belt or sound of it being removed, or eventually real/serious arousal (cumming even?) from being spanked with the belt itself with no other stimulation.

Well, that was fun.

I think tonight I shall make her wear the vibrating clit stimulator to bed and torment her with it as we go to sleep.

I've been in her head for the last week and a half or so. Touching her and talking to her throughout the nights, stroking her without satisfying her, and never between the legs at all--breasts, nipples, back, legs, that yummy spot where leg meets buttock, but never at all between her legs. I have witheld myself from her as well. Meanwhile I have advised her of several thing I intend to do to her in the coming weeks. The new house thing, the planned trip to the La Domain dungeon for her first single tailing, just the way I've made her my plaything generally. How when I satisfy her (or allow her to experience my own satisfaction) she thanks me but when I take my pleasure from her rather than "thank you" I say "good girl." How I've been mounting her arousal while declining to relieve her need though I could do so and do so with ease and intensity but choose instead to keep her climbing the walls for my own amusement. How on some nights early on she sought to avoid my touch but was gently made to submit to it nevertheless. My plaything. Anyway, she is going out briefly tonight and has been instructed that on her return to the house she is to be immediately on our bed, completely naked, with her legs spread and her arms spread above her head. No blankets. She is to simply lie there and wait. No touching anything. Just wait. When I choose to, I have told her, I will come into the room and fuck her. "Without caressing me first? Without saying anything?" That's right. Without carressing you, without speaking to you. I will simply enter where you wait and enter you, thrusting deeply into you until I'm done. I shall then insert your butt plug (I told her the box under my bed since it arrived a week ago is a remote controlled vibrating butt plug--she asked to see it this morning but I told her that would wait until tonight) and spank you with the same hand that I could satisfy your sexual need if I so chose. You will then be put to bed writhing in that need plugged in ass and pussy. I, having cum, will sleep deeply and well. You may remove the plugs after 3 hours if necessary. "I thought 2 hours." Immediately flicking her nipple, hard, repeatedly, in rapid succession. She waits, eventually relents under the assault. "3 hours." But I continue. "Shall I give you the words?" "I'm. . ." "sorry. . ." "for arguing" she supplied that last on her own and the little correction stopped.

So the past several weeks have seen more of the same and lots of it. Since I last posted I've made her cum twice (only twice), the last time by going down on her, a rare treat. Other than those two occasions I have never touched her clit except for two back to back long slow strokes over it one Saturday morning--it was as hard as I've ever felt it and jerked involuntarily under both touches. Otherwise it's been tease, tease, tease without ever touching her clit (or, of course, allowing her to) and of course enjoying her as and when I like.

Yesterday while I was out of the house she read the 3rd book of the Sleeping Beauty series and enjoyed it. At bedtime, as I have frequently been doing, I brought the laptop and showed her a clip from Hardtied.com of a beautiful intense single tail whipping of Calico by Sister Dee (a reminder of our plans for her own first single tail whipping which is approaching). This apparently only added to her supercharged arousal. We then went to sleep, my hands on her nipples but never straying anywhere else and certainly not below her waist. I was heading off to sleep very much enjoying feeling her respond to each touch, writhing, and when I'd stop she would quietly ask for more. Sometimes I obliged, others I intentionally refrained. Eventually I fell asleep and later when I woke up a bit I started stroking her again and feeling me awake she asked if I "knew what happened last night." I didn't. Apparently, as I fell asleep, and with literally no stimulation going on except perhaps my last nipple strokes, she came. Not a ruined or half-assed orgasm, but a full on clitoral orgasm. Without being touched or grinding on anything or helping it along at all. Apparently she knew she felt on the edge when she was asking for more--she really wanted to see what would happen, if what she thought she was feeling was possible.

'Sbeen a long time without opportunity to play. "Get naked and get into bed, we don't have long." Imagine my surprise when I asked her about her obedience to her one real rule and this time she indicated that she had, in fact, awaited my pleasure like she is supposed to. Really I had been anticipating a need to punish but it turned out I would have to reward instead. I asked her, as her pleasure mounted, whose pleasure she was thinking about. "Yours, of course." Wrong answer. "You're lying. What made you think I wanted you to lie to me." Correction followed quickly, as my open hand connected repeatedly with her sex. Panting, she answered my questions about the difference between punishment and correction. This was correction. Later as I spanked her, I asked her again whether she thought it was punishment or correction. "I think it's just for fun." That's right. Still, learning to always keep my pleasure in mind when we are together remains important so the flogger came out to use while she took me in her mouth. Neither pain nor pleasure permits you to forget that your body is for me, not you. When the lashes circle around her ass to flick up into her sex it produces such a yummy response. We experimented to see whether her pain or her pleasure felt better to me. I think I mostly enjoyed the effect of both simultaneously.

Things have been very busy with "real life" around here but she still can't be fingering herself to orgasm without my knowledge or blessing. Seems to have been about a week ago. And I was going to pleasure her today, too. Change of plans. So she spent a bunch of time muscles tight like a spring being incredibly slowly stroked and now she sports a tight rubber band on each erect nipple and a generous dose of Tiger Balm down below as regular life resumes. Later a movie with a remote tease, then a fitful sleep and in the am with little people at school the actual punishment: Tweezer clamp on that clitoral pleasure center she abused--now transformed to the source of her pain--and 10 serious strokes of the cane. One for each minute she reports it took her to get herself off. Then I'll take my pleasure as the clamp does its work to make sure my pleasure is equated with her pain. Then I'll go to work.

Life and work is/are busy busy busy as always. How nice to get the quick e-mail every day to indicate that her once a day 5 full minute slow build up to the edge of cumming is done. She missed it once after I first told her to do it. It was about 5am when I had her complete the task under supervision and then put her over my knee and laid into her with a hard leather paddle and made her want to cum so bad she was more plaintively asking to be allowed than begging while I bent her over the bed took her really hard from behind until I was done with her. In my house punishments don't usually include orgasms, do they? No, Sir, they don't. She hasn't missed again. Next time it's going in her ass. We're going out together for an innocent evening Saturday night. The new remote clit buzzer I bought seems to stay more snugly on her clit than any we've tried before. It will be the first time it goes out of the house.