Amy's blog
Submitted by Amy on Mon, 06/15/2009 - 03:31.
general erotica | miscellany
Perhaps this is more of a day dream than a real card game. I haven't tested it so who knows how it would actually work. Let us know if you try it.
First, before starting the game, you must write down the names of ten people. These are four kings, four queens, and two jokers. Next to each person, write the specific card including suits for kings and queens, and the red or black joker. The kings must be men, and the queens must be women. These are you fantasy sex partners. If you are only attracted to one sex, well too bad, you must still write down four male kings and four female queens. You can of course opt out of fantasy play with those of the "wrong" sex, but then you get less changes to orgasm. Life's not fair. The jokers can be either sex, but should be someone who you detest and who has in some small or large way ruined your life. The girl who publically humilliated me in high school and a particularly evil ex come to mind. You have to pick your own. I am sure we all have a couple of jokers in our life. Ideally all ten should be people you have known, but celebrities can be an acceptable substitute.
Submitted by Amy on Thu, 05/15/2008 - 18:40.
general erotica | miscellany | hetero female | sub female
Usually moaning and begging in porn is pretty bad and not at all sexy. But this woman really knows how to beg. She sounds like she really means it. She doesn't get teased here, but I can only imaging that she would be huge fun to tease to distraction. (At least for those with a sufficiently wicked side.)
http://youporn.com/watch/184947
Submitted by Amy on Sun, 09/09/2007 - 20:08.
female denial | miscellany | homo female | sub female
Well things have been slow recently, with my sex drive rather low. Gail told me to look in youporn and find some videos for us to watch. Usually we are not into that stuff much, but I spent some time searching. For the most part, what a dreadful collection of un-sexy stuff (at least to me, I don't want to critisize anyone else's taste.)
I did find a couple that I must admit I got a little aroused watching these (in spite of myself).
http://youporn.com/watch/953
http://youporn.com/watch/598
Tried to find some orgasms. Most I couldn't relate to, but two were pretty good. Watching these I wasn't so much aroused as reminded of what I have been missing. I felt excited, jealous, and some real pangs of frustration, in a strange combination.
Submitted by Amy on Fri, 02/02/2007 - 18:42.
female denial | miscellany | homo female | sub female
Well G and I had a little melt-down on Wednesday. I guess I let stress get the better of me. Two calendar months have gone by during which G has allowed me only one orgasm, and I am feeling a bit frustrated and unhappy about that.
Anyway, we had a talk yesterday and things are better now. I think she needed some reassurance that I really wanted her to continue being in control, and I assured her that I did. I promised her I wouldn't challenge her authority again.
She said she would probably let me cum on Sunday but hadn't made a final decision yet. I am really hoping she says yes. But if it's no, i have to accept that. She is in total control and I am the one who wanted it that way.
Submitted by Amy on Wed, 01/10/2007 - 22:15.
female denial | experience | homo female | dom female | sub female | cunnilingus
G and I are back from vacation. It was a great time to just get away from normal daily concerns and be together. It was also for me days of intense sexual arousal without release. I was on a strict no touch rule. Also no touching by G below the waist. But lots of nipple teasing; slow gentle stroking and squeezing and kissing that drove me completely nuts. G was in great form, much enjoying my plight, and having almost daily orgasms. I mostly enjoyed it, but there were a couple instances of yelling and tears when the frustration just got too much for me. But I recovered quickly.
The last night was my scheduled orgasm, but G decided to postpone it to the next morning, just before we left for home. I was worried that it might not go well. I would be too stressed or nervous, or my body would forget how to respond, or it would be a dud. I had six weeks of waiting riding on this one orgasm.
Submitted by Amy on Thu, 12/21/2006 - 16:50.
female denial | experience | homo female | dom female | sub female | cunnilingus
My last orgasm was not long after Thanksgiving so I was starting to feel a bit overdue. I was also getting a bit worried, though, because G and I are planning a vacation in early January and she usually prefers to keep my chaste for a while before our vacations. So I asked her what she planned, and told her that I was really hoping for another orgasm before the end of the year. She said no, and that my next orgasm would be on the last night of our vacation.
Well I was quite disappointed and a bit upset. This is unusual for her to make me wait that long. I guess I shouldn't have allowed myself to get my hopes up the way I did.
