handsoff's blog

I've been rather busy but I wanted to tell you guys about my orgasm!

I don't know if anybody is reading this but that's okay, I'm writing this for myself anyway. Hopefully someone appreciates it.

I am supposed to finally come tomorrow after a 7 day denial. I was previously under the impression that I would be able to have my first orgasm at midnight, and offhandedly said something about this to Mister. He was swift to remind me that because I had been staying up far later than I should have been masturbating on my orgasm days, the new rule was that I had to wait until the morning.

I never thought I'd join your ranks. I've been lurking here for so long and talking to my partner and dom about how much the idea of not being allowed to come turns me on. I cannot even begin to explain the number of hours that I have spent making myself orgasm over and over again to stories about girls being teased til they scream and not allowed to cum for days... which seems rather ironic! I had no self-control though - every time I tried to just edge I'd soon be bucking my hips against my wandering fingers and shuddering and then feeling shameful.