goddessworshiper's blog

Hi,

I've just discovered this site, and I'm really pleased to be here. I'm a little disoriented, too....meeting up with a community of people who share some of the same passions that I have secretly held for most of my life. You women are really an inspiration! Whew.

I began masturbating with a little friend, before puberty. We'd lie on our two beds on sleepovers and masturbate together, telling each other what we were doing. My friend liked when we both orgasmed together, but even at that age I remember actually "faking" orgasms because prolonging the intense urge was so powerful, I didn't want to cum.

As I entered puberty and continued to masturbate, I continued to 'edge', but in actual sex, the notion of tease and denial never occurred to me--I guess we were too busy "performing". But that changed in college