Ura's blog

5/13/2012:

During my first session, Sir agreed that I could post my reflections as blog entries so the tone of these have shifted from letters to him to more of a blog entry format. I've kept up with showing writing down when I started each entry though, so you can get a feel for timing.

5/12/2012
1:43pm:

I started my first experiment in orgasm denial with a partner (Sir) three days ago and I've wanted to share some of my thoughts about the experience. Before this, the longest I'd been able to make it was three days on my own. At this point, I'm on my fourth full day of denial. I'd started some edging and denial a day before we decided to start playing. I'd considered giving myself an orgasm before our period of denial, but I wanted to hold off and start the denial already in need, so I held off.

Hello everyone! I've been a lurker on this site for over a while but haven't really had the guts to and actually post something until now. This is largely due to the fact that I haven't really been able to define my interest in orgasm denial or D/s. Though I've finally delurked, I realize I still only have more questions and half formed thoughts than anything concrete (or interesting, most likely). It's not that anything has changed it's just that just thinking through things is not getting me anywhere so there's really no reason not to join in the community to the best level that I can.