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Dear fellows in lust,

to manage staying in denial until I meet my playpartner this sunday, i just started a bet with an dominant internet-aquaintance. If I do not succeed not orgasm until sunday, he is allowed to tease me by cam a whole evening. To make things interesting, we will have a session per tel this night and the other nights he will give me tasks and/or I will wear a vibrator that works for 1 minute if the handy is called. If I wear that handy-Vib I will give the number to the public here and in the german forum.

Dear all,
inspired by Elisha, valcor and me start a denial contest on who lasts longest without orgasm. he manged 2-3 Weeks already whereas 1 upt to 1,4 weeks is my longest, most times few days suffice. We are 7 hours apart - me in Europe ahead off him in the USA. Maybe Elisha will still join us tomorrow.

I returned to a sexual life after a defect computer took all my nerves. Just now I enjoy a lot having "his" dildo inside me and the wi-vibe at my clit. As the wi-vibe is ovally and open at one side, formed like two fingerns grasping at something. Normally you have one part inside and the other outside on the clit. It is very arousing to let both parts grasp at my clit. A very nice new experince :-) I almost came within the first 2 minutes, which is very unusual for me. I managed not to cum and now as habituation takes place will surely hold on for some time.

Woke up in normal state of mind and body, but a chat with my parttime-Dom aroused me almost immedately to a playful state again. Now I am sitting here, a little wet and my labia partet wide by the rings by some - how do you call that? - straps-strings.

later on I will go into the city with my nipples just a little bit pushed up by the rings on them with a string around my neck and a nylon pantyhose on my naked clit, hold tight by other strings through my genitalia from front to back

I decided to try again a few days of tease and denial from now on until Sunday evening (which is a lot for me, but there are several duties who destract me, so it should be okay) No heavy teasing, but a little bit and help in persisting until Sunday. There is time for it before I go to bed (about 30 min to 1 hour) and maybe one or maximum to short periods of about 5 to 15 min during day. A dom will assist me online.

Day 1

Hello everybody,

I thought about an idea Amy gave me here a few days ago how to challenge my difficulties in orgasm with solely the man touching me. (http://tantalism.org/node/3078)

[sorry for my english folks]

Whenever she thought of him, it were his hands, that sprang at first to her mind. His hands touching her lower spine, sending an electric shock through her. His hand touching just slightly her throat, gently pushing her chin upwards until some indistinguishable utterings of devotion slip from her. The warm skin of his face near to her own, but not touching - not yet, not later - when? When he chose.

I follow neutron59 instructions fully, but the chance by dice will be different due to my personal condition/experience: Every time I edge I may throw a die. There is little chance I would egde more than one time a day. First throw I am allowed to cum when on one die an even number falls (2,4,6) – so it is 50/50. Once i was allowed to cum, the chance is half: both of two dice have to show an even number. If luck is with me a lot and really I am allowed to cum a second time before thursday, a third time is only possible at his original conditions: both dice show 6.

So here i am horny again. And cannot decide what to do next. Maybe you have fun in helping me decide?

Last time I touched myself was thursday 11.8. Since last weekend my head is full of sex all the time. So not touching myself is unnatural to me at the moment, but normal life happend until thursday. But I now I am full horny again.

Monday evening 15.8. I will see another sexpartner, he is not really dominant. I will meet my wonderful playpartner on saturday evening (20.8.).

I had a happy time denying myself on Friday and on saturday, having a hot very erotic Sexparty with friends but not being able to cum (I am not cumming easily) and then keeping my hot ("simmering" as one puts it here nicely) body for the date yesterday evening still unsatisfied.

We had a lot of fun and as always to help me avoid stress i was not allowed to cum. So I was really very very turned on the whole evening. Then play ended.