Harmony's blog

I am new to this site but not new to Orgasm Control.
I've always felt the need as a woman to ask permission before cumming - as I'm sure some of you can appreciate this wasn't always met with understanding by vanilla men.
I've explored alot as a submissive female but after a short period (less than a month) of orgasm denial last year it has been something I can't get out of my mind.
It's the control aspect I crave rather than specifically the denial, control is to me sometimes denial sometimes forced orgasm - giving up the control and the right to choose is what gets me going.
I'm not suited to long term denial I don't think unfortunately as it raises too many issues with insomnia in me and it seems that even with tease and edging the sleeplessness it caused just made me bad tempered and after a couple of weeks I lost interest but I wondered if this was because my denial didn't include any penetration.