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I cant stop masturbating

female denial | miscellany
I am just a horny cunt. What else can I say? From the time I awake in the morning until I fall asleep at night, I am rubbing my clit. I rub it before I get into the shower, while I am in the shower, before I get dressed and after I get dressed. This happens all day long regardless of the activity or location. Actually, I do it until I fall asleep of exhaustion every night. There are days my pussy is so sore from all the abuse I give it that it hurts to touch it. However, I continue anyway. Even when on strict no-touch, I find myself rubbing on things around the house like the arm of the couch, stair railing, the corner of my bath vanity, and tools in the garage. I am addicted to masturbation. I simply cant stop. Im really not sure I want to now. Ive joined a masturbation addiction support group, but it doesnt help. The feeling of humiliation it produces only makes me wetter between the legs and I have to rub myself because of that. Its hopeless. I guess Ill always have to touch myself. This has made me so moist I can smell myself. So, Id better go finger myself before I fall asleep from exhaustion.
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Hello

female denial | miscellany
Hi Hope everyone had a great holiday. Its been so busy for me but I have not stopped my suffering for a moment. I have been posting in my blog when I can and will video when the right time is there. I dont plan them , just always have the camera available. I believe I am 4 months now with no orgasm and just take day by day. I edge at least a dozen times throughout the day and love feeling this ache constantly.
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craving
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New videos to share

female denial | miscellany
I have posted new material in my blog. Please enjoy and know this agony is consuming....and I am suffering every minute of it.
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My Blog

female denial | miscellany
I have a new address for my blog and wanted to share it with everyone. I will be adding shortly. Thank you everyone for being so supportive . I have grown so fond of all of you...
http://cravings-d.blogspot.com/
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My orgasm

female denial | miscellany
Sometime in the very near future I will orgasm. I think its time and what is best for me. I think I have gone pretty far for me.. and I am looking forward to the sweet intense release I know I am going to have..
I will let you all know...
always,
craving
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Still Going..

female denial | miscellany
As I continue my edging I am still spending hours in this delicious My denial. The sexual energy that runs through my body is so intoxicating. My fingers need only to slide slowly over my swollen clit a few times before my hips are begging. My pussy has become terribly hungry. I am sure one day I will have an orgasm..when I dont know. I am enjoying this more than you know. Just today I used a dildo and took it out just in time so things are getting a little harder....well alot harder. But Im not ready to throw in the towel yet!!!....
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Silence

female denial | opinion | solo female | sub female
It has been a very trying week for me with many twists and turns I must say. Thinking it best, I have continued my denial in silence and very privately. The body aching but the mind very much focused. Need....want....lust....how could one want anything more. I have become a very needful intoxicated woman..


"We desire nothing so much as what we ought not to have."
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craving
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My feelings

female denial | miscellany
I want to thank those of you who have given me thier support and help in my denial. I did this publicly hoping to give off positive influences and to gain friends who also enjoy the same denial. Things over time have taken a turn somewhere and have gotton a little uncomfortable for me here. I certainly didnt want to cause anyone to feel negative about me or feel that I have lost control of what I am doing. That couldnt be farther from the truth. Normal life issues take thier stabs from time to time but anything more than that is not happening. I will continue my denial for as long as I feel I can make it but as far as the blog... well ... maybe it was just a mistake and the videos maybe something that just wasnt ready to be. I will read and post when I can and all of you that are taking a day at a time I know you will make it.!!
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New

female denial | miscellany
Hi, some new pictures on our blog. I am on no touch for awhile. I am not sure I can make it but I have to try. Maybe a orgasm is soon....
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Price?

female denial | experience | bi female | sub female | abstinence
Hi I am not sure if I asked already but I knew a few of the ladies here have tried the maxoderm. I have looked for it on the internet and it seems pricey. Like 50 dollars and up? Any suggestions where else to look?
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craving
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