cybersave's blog

The predicament orgasm control is going pretty well. This is how it works right now: I can make her cum, or deny her orgasm pretty much anytime I want. If I say or do nothing, her natural abilities are usually not affected. I don't have her remember when I induce the rules, so to speak. She can do the same to me now as well as more. I am unable to cum without express permission, however. It *is* different for a man, as the mind is affected in feelings more than the body differs in response. However, she can at this point force or forbid a time and/or place. I didn't try that on her, though I did plant a suggestion that if she sees a woman in bed or in a sex scene she is unable to cum though thoroughly aroused until the show ends. I saw it in action last night, but I was coincidentally tortured for it, because the show we watch has a "porn business" part to it. She didn't let me cum *at all*, and teased the entire time we were watching the hour long show!!! The previews showed a sex scene. That's all it took.

Now that I have been conditioned to cum only when she says to, I am being allowed to use some mind tricks on Her. We are switches, but mostly Her dominance and my submissiveness. However, this is a way we can still enjoy the switch side without breaking any hard limits. I am allowed to condition or hypnotize her in any way that doesn't force her to do anything she wouldn't normally agree to.
This means I can train her to come by command, only cum with a command (or trigger), otherwise respond to triggers, and even (if I am really careful) not hold back on her dominance! I won't be topping from the bottom (she will be able to order me to make her cum, but not able to cum unless I follow the order).

I have now been able to get personal evidence that cum by command works...on both sexes. I am no longer able to come on my own even when off all the meds due to something called conditioning.

Your vagina has been modified to include an inner and an outer vaginal wall separated with a very thin gel substance between them. Much of the wasted electrical energy from your body is now stored in a series of tiny capacitors in your clitoris. These will activate repeatedly as they become fully charged and discharge by vibrating from inside your clit. They will lose their charge the instant the inner wall of your vagina is compressed against the outer wall, such as when you insert anything inside yourself no matter the size. Even a tiny clench is enough to make contact. Inside you, the tiny wires that make this possible will dump the charge back into the capacitors so they can again begin the process right away.

Well, it turns out I am finally off the drugs (for now, hopefully for good). Some nerve pain has returned but its managable. It turns out however, that even though I can come now, it doesn't last long. Well, the orgasm is normal, but unlike several years ago before the medicine I am still horny moments after the orgasm. This is not an unusual reaction to this medicine even after taking it. The doctor said we wouldn't know until the medicine had time to completely metabolize if it was permanent.
Well, it's past that time now, and it appears that I will never again be fully sexually satified.

I'm currently stuck at home, wating to be able to leave for the day's external chores. It's amazing how many frustrating thoughts can go through one's mind while waiting. I can't orgasm, nor could I even seek that comforting masturbatory session regardless of outcome cause the kid is home (occupied, but present).

Due to chronic priapsm on this med, when I dress in the morning I check for certain problems and she came back inside and startled me this morning. I was getting kind of carried away because I was so horny after her telling me about her hot dreams (and she is currently in a state that prevents her from relief).

While we were enjoying the outdoors, my lovely mistriss wife outfitted me with a fairly unisex looking dainty necklace with a penant of a sailboat on it. I am unable to use the clasp because my fingers won't work for the type of clasp it has and I am not permitted to remove it anyway. It is my new collar. I am often quite aware of it's presence because of my sensitivity to metal directly against the skin. I can bear it if the metal is loose, but rings I cannot wear. I also have a bracelet that I am forbidden to remove. I still am on medications that prevent me from orgasm, that with grea

We were both in a state of desperation, craving release for days before we had the oppurtunity. After a long evening of intense foreplay with a new toy and subsequent penetration, just when she was right on the verge of having the best orgasm she could dream of in a very long time, I abrubtly stopped my extremely powerful thrusting into her beautiful body, leaving her gagging for any stimulation at all just to get over that oh so close edge. "That was mean!" she said. I was in a way proud of myself for having that much control, having been close myself. However close I was it wasn't quite close enough and I was about to lose my oppurtunity to cum at all, for the friction is less when she spills her silken love juices. She was still wanton and could really get me over the edge with the way her muscles were reacting to the empty feeling inside her. Realizing this I decided again to enter and ensure my long awaited orgasm and orgasm I did, keeping her on the very edge the entire time. I even went so far as to pinch her labia at the base of my penis with my thumb and finger to keep myself deep inside of her while my orgasm came to an agonizingly slow end, spasming deep within her loins tens of times and keeping her just out of reach of her own bliss while doing so in order to maximise the pleasure I recieved.

"You don't get any." It was more a challenge than a statement of fact. She was undoubtedly in the mood, but too proud to allow her body to be used by a another person. The only contact allowable was a good massage. An excellent massage she recieved, ensuring massage of her being was the only way to do it right. She became so relaxed she only responded with gentle moans of pleasure. A quick check of her love flower with my fingers and indeed she was ready for the rest of her massage. I entered her and continued my gentle massage for seemingly an eternity, slowly bringing her maddeningly close to orgasmic extacy.

I wish to create a tease and denial "Kama Sutra" like guide. I do not intent to degrade one of the worlds finest texts, but for clarity I am only talking about positional reference with light technique in this connotation. I admit an ulterior motive in that I want to know just how many ways I can penetrate her without stimulating her clitoris, but to benifet everyone I thought I'd compile a list of positions where orgasm is difficult or impossible. My focus is on female denial here, but male denial ideas can be interjected. A few I know of are standard missionary (doing it right actually focuses on penetration without contacting the clitoris), various "doggy style" positions, and some woman on top positions. Almost all side by side positions give full clitoral stimulation that I know of. My favorite is called "union of the cow" because we can hold this her on all fours "doggie style" position for long periods of time, while she feels so close to cumming. I can keep her on edge indefinitely. It feels to her like a huge orgasm is impending, but is never achieved. I can cum multiple times in her this way as well :)