Serra's blog

I'm supposed to edge for the next 90 minutes while he does errands. And he may or may not sign on again tonight - I just have to wait and see. I've already almost cum so many times - I have almost an hour left - I am suffering!

I decided to try some of that lip-plumper lip gloss that my spa sells the other day. I noticed that it made my lips really tingly and kind of tickly/sensitive. So, twisted girl that I am, I thought I would try it on my nipples.

I used to have a Dom who had me under orders to us one of those stiff tongue-cleaning brushes on my nipples twice per day and apply alcohol to them and let them air dry, and I still do this sometimes when I am dressing up to go out. I enjoy feeling that secret undercurrent of sexuality that I used to love when my Dom would direct me to treat my nipples and edge before going out in the world. Then have some task for me to perform while out.

Hello. I was wondering if anyone had any experience with the KY Intense product. Mainly I'm curious as to whether it increases arousal or just the actual orgasm itself. That is, if it actually does work?

Kathryn

I've posted a few times this year, asking for someone to help me get ahold of myself and stop masturbating to orgasm all the time. And several have replied, and I am so selfishly lusty that then I just don't answer and go back to masturbating all I want to.

I've added to that and have gone back to meeting men for sex on alt.com. I *am* getting spankings that I deserve and am serving well, but I am cumming, too. As I haven't told them that I really need to be controlled/denied in that way.

I would like someone to take control - locally if in the Seattle area. Or from a distance. And guide and instruct - so that I am getting the denial I need and punishment when I am selfish and stray.

When i was in labor, there was someing inserted that could detect a contraction before I felt it. I'm not sure what the purpose was, but my partner would watch the monitor, and when it would start to show activity, he would warn me it was coming and to get ready.

It seems this could be really handy in T&D. Insert the detector, then tease all you want with fingers, mouth, vibrator, etc - until the detector sensed an impending contraction - then stop the stimulation.

Seems this could be done endlessly and mercilessly. :-)

Need a strong hand to take control. Been masturbating a lot lately - out of control, really. Anyone give it a shot? The cruel-er the better. I've been really bad lately.

Thank you to everyone who welcomed me. I've had fun seeing the comments and going back and forth on whether I really want to return to this life again. I explored a lot and with a few encouraging words from someone who replied to my original post, I have e-mailed him and am hoping to hear back soon.

In the meantime, I have been exploring this site more and went and watched several of the videos someone posted links to. What a special kind of torture since I decided I would touch but not cum today!

I have been aching and dripping and touching myself for the last hour. I've found that some of my responses and even sweet spots have changed since I last was in touch with my sexual side.

Hi, I'm Kathryn, and I'm creating this blog entry to be sort of an introduction/profile.

I'm 41 years old and used to be very much into denial and teasing, especially in as relates to sub/Dom relationships. I got away from it though, when some things happened in my life, and I wasn't able to really pay attention to my sexual side.

Soon after things calmed down a bit, I just started having sex all the time, not worrying about sub/Dom or controlling my orgasms or serving my male partner, as is really my nature to do.

Then I stopped having sex completely, even with myself. I burned out a bit and am not really sure why, but just completely avoided that part of life and rarely even got aroused. I certainly never teased myself or looked for any stimulation.