her_precious_whore's blog

She had me wear the ben-wah type balls i have to class the other day, theyre connected and covered in silicone, about 1 inch in diameter. i could feel them jiggling and moving all day, especially up and down the stairs. i could feel them when i squeezed slightly as i sat there in class. nothing like wearing a toy out in public to be reminded that youre Someones owned slut.

im still on restriction. it hasnt been really hard until tonight. tonight i am a squirming, wet, horny, needy little slut. i called her again at work. i asked her earlier before she left a few times if i could get a reprieve from restriction and she didnt answer. so i called and she answered the phone. she made me tell her why i was horny. then she said again to bring myself to orgasm five times before she gets home in three hours. im still not allowed to cum. i did it once already just with my fingers. the minute i touched my cunt i could feel how wet i am. my clit is so hard. my cunt is just aching to cum. As i touch myself i say outloud that this cunt is Hers, that im not allowed to cum, that she owns it and only she can allow it. Although its frustrating, at the same time i know i need it. i need to be controlled. i need her to own my cunt like this. And i think She knows that too.

Thursday, May 13th, 2004 3:38 am
i called her at work. i asked her if she was really going to spank me again when she got home like she threatened earlier. Yes. i squirmed in my seat. i said but my ass is still bruised from the last time. She's going to do it anyway. Then she ordered me to masturbate but forbade me to cum. i asked how long i should masturbate for, she said to do it five times before she gets home. i am to bring myself up to the point where i can't hold back, then stop. Five times in the next four hours. i am going to be her naughty little slut. Her good little controlled cunt. I will touch myself and wait for her to come home and beat my ass. She may yet turn me into her little painslut.

Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
6:26 pm Yesterday i got the longest hardest spanking shes ever given me, and still she said it was light. This time i was less jumpy and squirmy when we started. She started with the purple suede flogger, i love it thuddy swackness. lol Then the rubber floggers. After the first few sets i thought, when is she going to stop. Then it happened, it stopped hurting even though she was hitting the same intensity. My head started floating and somewhere in the back on my brain the floated the word endorphins. The spanks felt good, then she would up the intensity and cycle would start again. Its amazing now when I think there was a point of wishing she wouldnt stop ever.