reynard's blog

I'm very shy in real-life, so this is an unusual thing for me to do. But I already worked up the nerve to put this in my alt.com profile, and a few random people there have seen it.

Anyway, in response to another thread, I put a video of myself on XTube... http://www.xtube.com/play_re.php?v=s3nnE_J814_

So if you ever wondered what, umm.... a certain part of this site's owner looks like... :) Hopefully this won't alienate too many people here.

And I'm right-handed normally, but I needed it to operate the camera.

I've been holding off coming since December 30, which makes this day 17 for me - a new personal record. And interestingly, though I've had a few very horny days, I'm coping with it fairly well at the moment. I'd like to come, but I don't feel like I need to. When I was doing this more seriously years ago in my mid-20's, I felt like I was about to "burst" after two weeks. So I guess I can attribute it to reduced sex-drive and cum production that comes with age... :P

What's troubling me more is that I'm starting to feel a bit depressed (or at least, lower than usual). It makes me worry that I've been "self-medicating" with the endorphin rush of frequent orgasms. I'm quite socially isolated in real-life, and I'm stuck in a crappy dead-end job. Maybe the self-denial is causing me to be a lot more aware of how inadequate the rest of my life is.

I've been having this recurring fantasy of a sub girl who has to fake orgasm to signal to her lover that she's too close to a *real* orgasm and needs to cool down for a while. When she's finished crying out in passion, she's able to continue pleasuring if required, until she "climaxes" again...

Anyone watching, for example at a play party, may be excited seeing her "come" over and over, but only her lover knows the real torment she's enduring. And knows her well enough to ensure that she is only faking... :)

Also found some old rules my Lady and I were using years ago, if anyone's interested and wants to try something similar.

Definitions:

1) An Orgasm Day is a day on which Reynard has been given permission to
orgasm one or more times by Lady Jade.

2) A Full Moon Day is a day on which a full moon occurs.

3) A New Moon Day is a day on which a new moon occurs.

Rules:

1) A Full Moon Day is always an Orgasm Day, unless Reynard is being
punished. Reynard is allowed up to three orgasms on these days. This
number may be reduced to zero by Rules 4 and 5.

2) A New Moon Day is never an Orgasm Day.

Sure enough, I was digging through some old files, and found this old "troll" post I wrote about eight years ago... I used the name "pyrple", and it seems fairly juvenile now. Still a hot idea, though. :)

And for what it's worth, the stuff about my "starting" age, and reading about old chastity devices is mostly true. And getting caught with messy sheets... :P The rest of it's made up though, including my body type and dick size, unfortunately...

Hi.

I'm 18 now, but I've been masturbating since I was 11. The day after I
discovered what an orgasm was, way back then, my mom found my sheets

I'll be spending Christmas and New Year's in the US, but I'll continue to check in here when time and internet access permits. Hope you all have a great holiday!

This isn't exactly on-topic, but I've been rather infatuated with Keyra's butt over the last few days. It's kind of hypnotic.

Supposedly, "Keyra was even mentioned in the Howard Stern show as the HOTTEST ASS ON THE FACE OF THE PLANET." I'm a bit uncomfortable objectifying her like that but she is (physically) stunning. YMMV, of course.

Anyways, I just felt the need to share with my horny friends. :)

A fantasy I've had brewing for a while involves some extremely competitive girls on a summer camp by a lake out in the wilderness.

Yes, more lesbians. I can't help it. :D

There's the stereotypical "rich bitch", and the hard working poor girl. Both of them are determined to win the big swimming contest on the lake at the end of the summer camp. But the poor girl has a secret training regimen...

She's discovered that keeping herself in a sexually frustrated state gives her incredible physical power and stamina, which will give her a huge advantage in the water.

Of course, in a room full of horny young girls, there's going to be plenty of masturbation going on every night. But when her roommates discover the reason for her particularly agonised moaning and groaning, they're all too eager to help, driving her into a frenzy and keeping her there.

This is another partially-formed fantasy I've had for a while. It's about a girl known only as "Nil", whose Mistress keeps her perpetually within a whisker of climax while forever denying her satisfaction.

Nil awakes, shivering and trembling, next to her Mistress in bed. The night before, Mistress had spent many hours making love to her, teasing her to the brink of madness. Her training over the years had helped her cope for a long time, but her endurance was finite. She eventually had to beg her Mistress to slow down to allow her to cool off. But Mistress knew her responses too well, forcing Nil to soar ever higher, so dangerously close to her forbidden release that she was sobbing. Eventually, her nervous system had simply overloaded and she'd fainted, falling into an exhausted slumber.